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Wednesday, November 27, 2002
Lately my life has just been one giant revolution of hockey, basketball and Final Fantasy VII. Not that i'm complaining much... but i know i havent done much work. Not that i have the heart to do anything that involves brain activity. Hmm... i read Yarn's blog on studying overseas. To be frank, i thinkthat its not great if you study overseas without a scholarship, because the level of teaching is pretty different. It might be worse than SMS or something. Imagine that. Brr. Anyway... i think we should just do our best. If we manage to get a scholarship to a good school with a good name (like, Harvard; Duke etc etc) Congrats. Or you dont even need a scholarship. If you can get into one of those well-known schools, thats great. I think that its no use going into some unknown school, where companies dont even recognise its degree... It'd be like a waste of money. Whats wrong with NUS? Its well recognised in other countries. A good thing if you're thinking of migrating... But i would agree that its not fair, that those who want to go overseas cant. It shouldnt depend so much on money. Its not fair. Anyway... think about it. Why?
rockin' at 7:31 PM
Friday, November 22, 2002
I wish you would step back from that ledge my friend
You could cut ties with all the lies that you've been living in
And if you do not want to see me again I would understand
I would understand
The angry boy a bit too insane
Icing over a secret pain
You know you don't belong
You're the first to fight
You're way too loud
You're the flash of light on a burial shroud
I know something's wrong
Well everyone I know has got a reason
To say put the past away
I wish you would step back from that ledge my friend
You could cut ties with all the lies that you've been living in
And if you do not want to see me again I would understandThird Eye Blind, Jumper. Download it. Now.
rockin' at 5:39 PM
Back... i'm frickin' tired right now... Dont feel like doing anything. Guess i didnt miss much. Caught a blasted cough... ahh. Feels... weird to be back. Its like i'm happy, but yet displeased to be back. i loved the idea of not doing anything there... but i hated the knowledge of knowing that i'm wasting my time, and that i should be studying or something. i loved the feeling of relaxation... but i hated getting up in the morning. The hotel rooms were air-conditioned... i hate air-cons. Because of that i got my blasted sore throat thingy... Ayy... i watched Harry Potter again in Malaysia. In a cinema. i cant believe how much we're overpaying in Singapore. Almost double the price of everything. Its stupid. Its crazy. Not like i can do much about it. Had a pretty good time through the last week though, overall... i wonder what i'm going to do tomorrow...
rockin' at 5:36 PM
Wednesday, November 13, 2002
Harry Potter rocks. But i think Lord of the Rings would be much better =P Went to watch it today... with like, 13 other people. We took the whole row! Hahahahhahaha... I'm leaving for Malaysia tomorrow... My granddad's birthday. Til next friday... which is like, 8 days or something. See ya guys soon.
rockin' at 10:01 PM
Tuesday, November 12, 2002
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rockin' at 1:53 PM
Monday, November 11, 2002
FUCK. WHAT? Sandra not going for Harry Potter? Waste my time and $$... must pay booking fee one leh! &%$&#%*#^$@#*#.
Arr... today went to watch Double Vision with Ling and Pauline... the movie was okay lah... the story line not too bad, but its not really scary... except for one part where we thought it would be damn frightening, so we lifted the arm rests and sat sooo close to each other hahaha... In the end, it wasnt frightening... hahahahhahha. Then we kinda went shopping for Ling's wedding dinner on friday night... Ling is getting married. Except, not really. So yeah. She was pretty fussy, but we got to see her in a dress hahahhahahahhahah. Then unexpectedly, i went to go cut my hair. It was very long already and "out of shape", as pauline put it. After half hour or so, my hair turned out pretty alright. Not too short, not too long. Then, we bought icecream!!!!!! HAGEN DAAZ! hahahahhahaha. Ling took rum and raisin (bleh), pau took some weird flavour and i got my long desired GREEN TEA!!!! It was heavenly i tell you. After that we went up and down this escalator a couple of times, cos i wanted to see the pretty water fountain. Then, we continued shopping for Ling's seemingly elusive dress... Finally we found a blue one that fit. From Roxy... with matching shoes/sandals some more. Ling looks so demure. Just like what Mr Loh said in her report book.
rockin' at 6:42 PM
Sunday, November 10, 2002
Today i didnt have to go for that hockey carnival. Thank god. i woke up at 11:30am... thats more like it. i didnt do much today... watched a bit of tv, strummed a bit of guitar... did a bit of work. The weather today was perfect. It rained so heavily that the road in front of my house got flooded... the air smells so perfect. It feels so good on my skin. Tomorrow i wont have much on... training in the morning and nothing after that. Maybe i'll have lunch out or something. To kill time.
i feel so weird lately. FFGurus have been down for so long... at least a week by now. At most, it had been down for a few days... never this long! i miss the forums... i miss the people there and their stupid, witty posts. i miss the Debates and Discussions forum. i miss the Happy Mega Fun Time forum... i miss the Music forum. i miss everything and everyone!! :(:(:( I'm feeling pretty down now... The_Crow hasnt replied my email in days now... and i'm leaving on thursday. If i dont get something by thursday, i wont for another 9 days. That would suck so bad. Me = sad.
rockin' at 8:35 PM
Saturday, November 09, 2002
i'm watching My Best Friend's Wedding. i didnt know that guy Francis from Malcom in the Middle starred in it. He looks so young there. Anyway pretty bored right now. Waiting for Temptation Island... Arr. Something seems to be wrong with my right knee. O_o Anyywayy i'm off. TO NEVERLAND.
rockin' at 9:35 PM
AHAHAHAHHAHAHA! This is me, gloating! :D:D:D:D:D AHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHHAHAHA. THE SUMS ROCK. Uh huh... Nononono, yarn. I'm not mocking you. I'm just letting you know that i watched it earlier than you. EARLIER. Hahahahhaha. Okay i'll stop now. Lesse... what did i do today? OOoo, alot of things. Like, in the morning (6am to be precise), i woke up and LITERALLY dragged myself out of bed... i looked into the goddam mirror and my eyebags were like fucking obvious. This WHOLE goddamn week i've woken up no later than 6:30... tomorrow i'm falling out of bed at 6:30 and the same goes for monday. Who knows what hell tuesday might unleash. SOOO, i went to Cow's house there, went to play basketball... i was the first there... then Bear came, then Bird and Rabbit came... Lastly Cow. i think. Ya. Ironic. Last to come, nearest somemore. Nevermind........... we play until damn tired (and HUNGRY) i felt like a greedy ass... i ate so much compared to everyone else. We play again after eating... then run run pass pass shoot shoot laugh laugh tired tired drink drink and the cycle repeats.
We played til 11am... then got to the Delta gym pretty late. Like 12... supposed to be there at 11... didnt do much there. We were so BLOODY tired. Then, after that... great.. .went all the way to Ginza plaza there to eat... that place pretty cool. Anyywayy... then went to mavis' house to eat ICECREAM (<3) then we slept for like an hour... i didnt want to wake up... Ahh, then some left for drums lesson. The few remaining sang and played the guitar (see yarn, we=3c3 are cooler than you.) It was pretty fun... until i had to go. Had a small rift with my mom. All's well though. Tomorrow our hockey team will go to some ulu Balestair place to play a few games for some tournament... i really cannot be bother with the out come, though.
ALL I WANT IS MY SLEEP.
rockin' at 8:55 PM
Friday, November 08, 2002
i just saw Sum41's new MTV, Still Waiting... HAHAHHAHAHHAHA its damn funny. They ripped off The Strokes, The Hives, WHite Stripes... Everything!!! hahahahahhaha it was pretty mean, but still funny. The song is nice too. Oh and i also saw BBMak's Out of My Heart mtv. It was boring. But i like the starting. I feel fine Now the rain is gone And the sun has come to shine Nothing can get me down today
rockin' at 9:27 PM
AURGH!!!! Oh noooooo! My whole world has crashed down to an infinite multitude of nothingness! i think *bleep* knows who *bleep* is!!!! WHAT SHOULD I DOOOO???? i know. Cut myself! *goes off*
rockin' at 9:13 PM
Thursday, November 07, 2002
I'm fuckin' irritated with html right now. I'm going to bed. Its 11pm. i have to get up at 6:30am tomorrow morning... AURGH. I'll leave this be for the moment, but I'LL BE RIGHT BACK (x-refer to Scream)...
I'd like to hire a plane.
I'd see you in the morning,
when the day is fresh.
I'm coming home again.
rockin' at 11:17 PM
"Remember To Breathe"
She fixes her lips they
Always look perfect
never a smudged line
never too much
I try on my blue shirt
she told me she liked it
she wonders where I went
she knows knows just what she'll wear
she always wears blue
Some sneakers or flip flops
I'm starting to panic
remember she asked you
remember to breathe
and the memory fades
we'll be okay
okay
Alright
rockin' at 9:28 PM
The whole world is so fake. Everything that you do, wear, speak, hear, touch... or basically are, is judged by others. Wonder now, if you could be YOU for just one day, how would you be? Would you still wear that baggy clothes? Would you still wear that cute pink blouse? Would you still wear that red cap? Would you still be YOU? What defines you? Is it the clothes you wear? Do you wear that skater clothes because you want the people who see you, to know that you skate? Or at least, appear so? Do you wear that pink top so that you appear to be attractive, sweet, cute... Basically everything that a guy would love? Do you wear goth clothes out ? You want people to see you as cool, dark, aloof...? Dont say "i wear what i feel comfortable in". Thats bull. If you seriously do, then whats that shirt with the huge brand name doing in your closet? Does the music you listen to, define you? Do you listen to agnsty, hate-filled so called "rock" music such as linkin park or papa roach? Do your friends think that they are cool? And by listening to them, you are too? Do you listen and like whatever the damn radio throws at you? Have you ever explored other forms of music, not only the "rock" or "punk" genres that the same blasted machine regurgitates? Have you ever found yourself humming a tune, which no one else around you knows?
When have you last lived?
rockin' at 4:48 PM
Wednesday, November 06, 2002
Hi. i'm not too sure how to work this damn thing. i guess i'll mess around with it for a while. Let me tell you about me. i am a person, you see. Today i found out that i have arms. How cool is that? I'm wearing a shirt that says "DONT STARE"... Yet people are still staring at me. WHY, DAMMIT WHY!!! IS THERE SOMETHING WRONG WITH ME? Or, most probably there is something wrong with the whole world. Yes, yes. Including you. i mean, so what if i cut myself, i'm still a person, you know... Wow thats like, so deep. i mean, the whole damn world doesnt understand me, and i dont know why. WHATS SO HARD. At least, *bleep* understands me. *Bleep*, you mean so much to me that it HURTS. i wrote a poem thingy for *bleep*, except not really. But READ it: "I'd rather have one breath of her hair. One kiss of her mouth. One touch of her hand, than an eternity without it. One." See, its so... WOW. And its for *bleep*, not for you dammit. *Bleep* understands what i'm going through. *Bleep* is the only one i trust. i think i love *bleep*. *Bleep*, you know who you are. i know *bleep*. *Bleep* knows *bleep*. You dont know *bleep* but thats okay because *bleep* knows who *bleep* is.
rockin' at 11:12 PM
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