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Sunday, February 29, 2004
I'm bloody buuuurning right now. i can feel heat radiating from my body (especially my arms...) I'M SO RED!! i didnt realise how red i was until i got home and looked into the mirror!!! You all also never tell me! Hai wo go suntec cine walking around like some well-done lobster... Ay ay today there was the 6 aside hockey carnival thing at SCC padang... Yeaah crescent B played well, but we werent that serious and we paid dearly for it! Ahahahhaha. But yaa i'm proud of the players... like shanna who did WONDERFUL runs! (bulldozer) and like cow who was damn hiong in defending... (she always is) and so on so on. Anyway we managed to loose every single match (not on purpose really) ya so it was quite lack lah. OOo! We found out that the SCC toilet is DAMN NICE! i wanna live there. Wonder how much is rent... Ya theres like air con in the toilet and its DAMN CLEAN and no smell and we could just sit there for ever... Ay ay anyway after the whole thing we went to eat at city hall subway. Then during our meal june they all commented say i very red. So i abit happy cos like i'm always so pale and red red = good lah! Then i was in a DAMN HAPPY mood. Like i kept making laughing at everything and became damn lame (and funny k) ahahha then it stretched out to our after lunch snack at orange julius... Like right now i cannot remember what the hell i was lauging at but it was damn funny. Ya. OH i forgot to mention! June was SO WONDERFUL she gave me a card pic of HIDEEEEE!!!!!!! I'm so happy... ahahha he so cute with his yellow red-heart printed guitar... and damn chio RED hair! i think his hair rocks. i need to know his stylist! Ya thank you so much june! ^_^
K... then after that went back to watch the finals! Src lost to Police through flicks for the girls... Then SRC won C#^$T (dunno the name & spelling so i anyhow make up... the malay team starting with C. Ya.) through flicks too BUT i have to say this!!! During the game they were 1 down... then suddenly their forward managed to get the ball, then he dribbled past like two defenders, then as the ball was rolling away, he dive and HIT IN MID AIR!! O.O SO COOL RIGHT?!?! And it went in! SCORE! OMG so bloody beautiful... like one of the best goals i've seen! Ya then i was so shocked i blurted out, "the forward is HOT the forward is HOT!" i meant it as in, like... on FIRE you know, in form. But like lynn thought i meant that he was cute then she kept making fun of me!! Ahhahahaha. So funny i dont even know how he looks like. I'm only in awe of his skills! Then after that eqalise liao.. then penalty! So many chio flicks... but the chioest is MR NORDIN'S ONE! He scored the winning flick during sudden death! So funnky! Very happy for him...!
Shit my arms are still burning.
Okay i shall make this quick cos i need to cool myself down. Ya after that i went to meet jason, vince at city hall... they are so princess-y, come so late make me wait long long... grr... ya then after that we walk walk to suntect cos i wanted to go explore carrefour. So ya! Took nice stroll then met ah beng. Then walk somemore then realised that vince was hungry (as usual) so i thought, buy something to eat first in carrefour! No good to starve. So ya he picked up a whole pizza, jason got some sushi. i was still full from subbing. Then after vince got hold of his pizza, i decided that i wanted to walk somemore, explore the whole carrefour... but he kept BUGGING ME say what lah i mean to him purposely starve him then i dont care him continue walking... Walk past dead fish... past dying crabs with body parts lying all over their cage floor... some nice looking strawberries... then milk and cheese... then chocolates... then dog food... then coffee... then FINE i decided i would be nice to him. i let him pay... So happy like some small kid.
Anyway we decided to move to orchard (more happening... erm... ya) so we took a mrt and bus down (we missed our stop) then i suggessted eat fish&co cos they are bai chis dont wanna make up their minds. So irritating and frustrating.
"Where you wanna go eat?"
"Anything lah"
"We go so and so can? Or so and so?"
"Anything lah"
Grr... Next time i dont wanna go out with them liao. Always i make decisions where to eat then i scared wait not enough for vince or too expensive or food no good... Ay ay. Plus they are damn childish... =p you ownself admitted it hor, vince. Yaa then we went fish&co and ate dinner! By then quite late liao... then vince started rubbishing... What, keep bringing up my TYPO ERROR of the NIGHT BEFORE. Like hellloooo its a TYPO i dont REALLY want to ......... Of course. And i'm nice k. And i'm not superficial! You keep bringing it up and embarrassing me! You're so dirty and sick minded! And when i make a TINY sick joke, you overreact and keep saying me!!!! Say i more dirty than you and act so "innocent and pure"... Cannot be! Never! I'm so clean! (So clean you can see your own reflection!) SIGH i will never hear the end of it, seriously... AYY I PLAY ALONG LAH. Ahhahahhaha i think if i do vince will freak out. ;)
Anyway now damn tired... and hot... and red... Tomorrow playing bball with hui ee, pei shan, vince and jason! Dunno if shanna lazy bum bum coming not. Ohh i invited the two brothers cos i think a bit boring no cow no bear... then very little pple. Anyway hope they all can get along (i'm sure they will) and have FUUN! Bball is so fun. i think tomorrow i have to wear sleeveless cos my top shoulders burnt and very painful. Plus i got nj training later... at 5 even though its a holiday for me. OH YA i just remembered to go moe online and submit my rubbish! Okok i go do it now...
rockin' at 11:32 PM
Saturday, February 28, 2004
Oy, Vince! Taken from http://www.coralfilm.com/scien.html,
"Do fishes drink?
Although most fishes do drink water, the old expression to “drink like a fish” may be a bit of a misnomer. Although marine fishes must drink in order to avoid dehydration, fresh water fishes obtain the water they need to survive not through drinking, but by osmosis."
Always trust nemo!
rockin' at 3:25 PM
Here comes the sour aftermath... While many of my dear friends have done everyone proud, in getting 11s, 10s, 9s and so on... There are those who are pretty upset with their results. i just found out that Kevin (from church... yes i still do keep in touch) well he didnt do as well as he expected. Shit this sucks i dont feel like writing anymore. Augh. He is starting to lose his faith... i dunno but its not the first time for him. The previous time was much harsher... i dont know what to say to him... Its like, i dont go to church, but i still have a small part of me that believes that He is looking after us. Oh my i havent done a post like this in ages... Or ever. Maybe its the matchbox 20 song, 3am (piano version) playing now... or perhaps a fleeting whack of realisation and humbleness. i consider myself extremely blessed. i hope everyone else does too... with whatever you have. i dont believe that i am what i am today solely because of myself or the people around me (though that is very important) but somehow the reason that i dont go to church is pretty silly. A combination of pride and distrust. Yes. Dammit i'm depressed right now. Why life can be so entirely different for two people with the same everything is beyond me... i dont blame him for questioning. Atheists can scoff and laugh but i will continue. "Easily said." Yes i knooow... but i dont know what else to do. I'm completely helpless. i wish i could fucking kick the examiners who were blind to your talent. But thats just silly. K now i'm rambling... i had better stop here. I'm sorry if you're feeling down after reading this shit.
3 AM
She say it's cold outside and she hands me my raincoat
She's always worried about things like that
She says it's all gonna end and it might as well be my fault
And she only sleeps when it's raining
And she screams and her voice is straining
She says baby
It's 3 am I must be lonely
When she says baby
Well I can't help but be scared of it all sometimes
Says the rain's gonna wash away I believe it
She's got a little bit of something, God it's better than nothing
And in her color portrait world she believes that she's got it all
She swears the moon don't hang quite as high as it used to
And she only sleeps when it's raining
And she screams and her voice is straining
She believes that life is made up of all that you're used to
And the clock on the wall has been stuck at three for days, and days
She thinks that happiness is a mat that sits on her doorway
But outside it's stopped raining
rockin' at 2:38 PM
GOT MY FUCKING RESULTS TODAY!!!!! I'm so happy... really really happy! Sob i feel like crying all over again... Step by step walkthruough? Ok! Like i was damn tired today... the effects of sleeping 8 hours over 3 nights! So when i reached crescent i was like half asleep... Then talked a bit with some of my great friends :) and then we shifted from the canteen to the bball court cos the canteen was friggin crowded with silly sec 2,3,4s... i mean they so extra come disturb us for what. Ya then there we talk somemore for about an hour, then i started to get reaal sleeepy... So i lay down on the bench outside and took a nap... SO NICCEE ahahaha... My friends were all scolding me, say its my own fault that i sleep so little. :p Anyway then when i woke up (cos it was damn hot started to sweat) it was time to go to the hall! So scary... That was seriously when i started to get the nervous feeling... i was damn worried that i wouldnt do well enough to stay in nj (without appealing) so i was a wreck while that steph wang look alike teacher took her time to say announcements and go through the useless applying for jc/poly/ites thingys... Then FINALLY mrs lee came and showed us the distinctions charts and then they gave out the 6 to 9 A1s awards... Pei shan got 6 A1s!! The whole school and c3 is like damn proud of her lor! Yaa all the nj pple went up to collect prize then i sit there like some rubbish waiting to be picked up by the truck. So worried... When they finally started giving it out, the wait was damn long cos my index no 38 mah, so it was pure TORTURE... Then the minute i got my results in my hand, i broke down... Out of worry, fear, expectations... So malu. In front of mr loh somemore! Then i went and sat down, took a quick glance through the numbers, then didnt dare to count... So slowly open the sealed envelope... And cried even harder when i saw the numbers "08"... i was SOO relieved and happy i couldnt do anything but sit there and cry... Then yee ting came and hugged me (she got 10! Can go sa and wake up late everyday!) and i cried like some shit. Messaged alot of people, most importantly dad, mom and sis... Then after that very embarrassing people see me so rubbish cry so hard... Then somemore Vince called while i was on "cry high" and at first i couldnt say or hear anything :p Had to control myself... Yeaa my daddy and mommy and stacy so proud of me i love them soo much, really. I'm so glad that they are happy with my results! *MUACK* Ahh everytime someone asked what i got, i just keep crying all over again. Oh ya! Hui ee got 8 points too!! COME NJ!!! Really! And yarn got 9!!!! Ahahaha you know its so cute they were half sobbing half saying that they dont belive it, that they are actually SMART! It was so amusing... I'm so proud of them too... yarn! POSSIBILITIES! :):) Then after that we spent about 2 hours in the hall crying and talking... Then it was like, my eyes were damn gross lor. Cos combined with fatigue and REDNESS and soreness from crying, they hurt like hell and i must have looked like shit. (regina shut up haha) Yaa we were joking with each other ahaha... Damn good mood now. i feel like going out! Ahahha.
Anyway today was completely rubbish! Like... This morning we entered the lecture theater then heard the lecturer say, "chem reps collect the chem worksheet..." Then we quickly realised that they went lecturing! SO we quickly left the theater in a flash. We spent the rest of the morning playing cards in class and in the canteen. Ate ice cream (again! Strawberry... i think its the nicest!) Then we left and the same 3 of us decided to eat lunch. Ate at coro... then STONED until 1:30 (i think?!?!) ya i was quite beat by then... Took bus to sch, slept a bit on the bus (so malu) yaa... Then the epic began.
After everything, so sad... all my friends went town! Then left me the only idiot who got game at Delta... SO SAD. i miss them! i wanna spend time with them! Yaa so sad i went to delta, then rj just finished training. Yaa met up with hockey seniors, they all so nice congratulate me! Then DAMN EMBARRASSING... waiting for game to start, then i FELL ASLEEP (4th time) and beck actually wanted to wake me up... cos they were discussing the game later on... Then karen said NVM let me sleep! So sweet but... very embarrassing... Yeah the game was alright... i saw MR NORDIN!!!!! He so cute. Ya haha after the game he call me over, also congratulate me so sweet... hug me somemore! I MISS HIM!!!!!! Hes such a wonderful coach... Ayay after the game, we went to have supper... At redhill. Then actually we make a long row of tables for everyone, then in the end when the guys came, they complained and say their seats damn near the dustbin damn smelly which is true lah. So they changed seat and the girls remained... Quite fun talking to the seniors! They really quite interesting... Will also tell gossip one ;) haha... Ya then went home.
My parents so nice to me today. Ahahhaa... Ya then after that! Went online! And talked ALLLOT of rubbish... PLayed graffiti and saw a side of VINCE that i never saw before... I'm still mad at him. Grr. Now 3:30am... Have to get up 7 tomorrow (or 4 hours later) i think i better sleep. i hate vince. Vince sucks!!!!!! GRR. U STILL SUCK.
rockin' at 3:18 AM
Friday, February 27, 2004
This is crazzzy! Today was another half-rubbish day. We attended the tutorials in the morning as usual (haha whilst playing bridge under the table) then played bball during pe! And break! It was damn crowded the half court... i think too many people then not as fun liao, but still quite funny see the girls stand around take up space and the boys all under the basket! Yaa then had to rush to physics lecture cos our tutor is lecturing now... So nerve wrecking, cos its like she knows us and can call us anytime to answer questions... Then if you say something stupid the entire lecture teather will laugh at you so must be more prepared for lectures now! Read through the notes and do the questions beforehand! As if i will ever do that! But i must try! Then after that was lunch... we played more bridge and if i remember correctly there was a game that was total ownage. Quite amusing. Yaa afghan aud vince (reg went home lazy) and i skipped chemisty tutorial (mr singh) and played even MORE bridge and ate ice cream (yay) and sat next to princess d! BUT NOOO HER PRINCE CHARMING decided to be a wuss! Wouldnt even sit next to her! Wait she thinks that he dosnt like her or something... Haiyah hes so difficult... like that how will he ever get to know her?!?! Annyway gp today was rubbish... we got our teacher to tell us his life story so we didnt study at all so that was great... After that was just bball!! All the way from about 5 to 7:30pm... Afghan, vince, cousin, ningru, sam and this RI guy whom i dunno whats his name... we all played for quite a bit, this time i thought the game was much better. The RI guy happened to be some damn good pro... So when he chose me as partner, i was a bit worried wait let him down, but he was damn nice about everything. Also praise me! Though i suck... i so shy. Yaa we played until left only 4 of us then vince did some rubbish stylo and damn pro shots (heehee) and cousin practiced her 3 pointers... and we became afghan's AVID FANS but only in front of his princess. Ya then poor cousin fell and hurt her knee ;_; actually i think alot of stuff happened. But i cant seem to remember cos my eyes are half open. Wait i dont need my eyes to remember. But anyway ya since waking up on tues morning, i've only had 5 collective hours of sleep til now thursday! About the same as vince lah. Afghan thinks we're crazy and that we're bring unhealthy. Which is true, but its so fun.
Back to bball... After that 4 of us wanted to go for dinner... Then cousin phoned her mom but she didnt allow!!! :( So sad righht... Yaa so afghan vince and i went orchard to eat dinner. i chose the place! We went la mien xiao long bao at scotts. Yeaaah saw alot of RJ people (vince's friends... well some) then we ordered 3 different noodles and two center dishes, the dumplings! Yeaah that vince was so hungry (as usual) and i dont eat alot so ya he ate quite a bit :p But he still not full... *sweatdrop* Yaa we passed the bowls around so its quite funny lah ahaha halfway eat then shout CHANGE. Ay, then i taught them the proper way to eat the xiao long bao! Bite one corner and suck the juice out! SOOO CUTE THEIR REACTIONS!! They loved it so much esp that afghan i think he wanna marry the chef liao. Ahahha then we ordered another one (cos obviously not enough for them) ahhaa! I'm glad that they liked the food... Ya not much variety in orchard anyway. Yeah we talked alot of rubbish during dinner then after that vince wanted ice cream (again.... his third that day) (ps i'm not trying to make you feel guilty :D ) so we got cheapo ice cream then walked to summerset mrt! Went home pretty tired...
Tomorrow getting results! So nerve wrecking... i dunno what to expect, really. i just hope for the best... i mean, it would be wonderful if i can stay in NJ but i dunno if i can survive the studying life here. Its pretty stressful. I'm not smart and i know i have to work damn hard. But i'm not the kind that willingly attends lectures and tutorials... So its difficult. Plus it doesnt help having say regina around to support you skipping lessons! i really dunno... Augh.
i realised one thing... i think i've matured a bit since i've gone to the jc. Like say the gareth thing? Now... its like i realise i'm being an ass. Ahahhaa yaa its nothing really. i really dont feel anything now, its kinda weird. Like i used to go whoa and ga-ga over cute guys, but noww... its like. Ya. So what. i realise how much personality REALLY matters. i know people all go, its the inside that counts blah blah but hey... we are all human. Our harmones are wild now. Looks are like the major thing people look at i'm sure. But to me now its like falling behind in heirachy. Because i realise its so much more exciting having a wonderful personality to explore than exploring the face of a yaya cock. (lol sorry yarn) Yeah i'll end off here. I'm in a good mood now! :)
rockin' at 12:21 AM
Thursday, February 26, 2004
So many things happened. i cant remember. Last post so long ago it seems... old.
lololol its 3, almost 4 am in the morning now and i'm still talking to vince!!! Second night in a row... augh i havent got a collective 3 hours of sleep since waking up tuesday and its wed night now. i dont know how long this can last til we both drop dead from exhaustion ahaha. Today i baked brownies to bring to sch tomorrow... its a kind of "yeah! jia you! results out on fri!" kind of thing. That and ah beng wanted me to make them. Anyway soo called vince up at around 12 after baking and went to play yahoo graffiti with him and audrey (met her online) until she left at around 2.30 or so... then we continued til we got hungry. Now we're still talking about random stuff... Ay... Hes so unlike anyone i've known before. Its damn fun to talk to him, time just flies past. If i actually get off the comp and end my coversation with vince now, i'll have about 2 hours of sleep! But then again it takes much longer to end our conversation! Hes watching soccer too now... ayyy crazy i tell you. i need to charge me phone...
rockin' at 4:00 AM
Monday, February 23, 2004
Hui ee was so nice... she called and comforted me after reading my stupid previous post of pure hate. So sweet... yeahh too bad today couldnt see her for the dunno what hockey friendly. THEY NEVER CALL ME GO. i'm so hurt lor. Yeah sob... Anyway, just came back from orchard. Went out with reg, afghan boy and vince... Cos we were the only idiots stuck in nj playing bridge and hearts (the rest went home, played pool). Didnt do much lah went to exchange wallet at wisma cos regina wasnt satisfied with her purchase. Then went to have dinner at far east (oyy chicken rice closed) so we ate at the place beside it. Quite OK lah. Wont go back there tho. Annywaay talk alot of cock. Found out that reg got molested before... by BLANGADESHI pple somemore can?!?! So gross.
ANNND GUESS WHAT. i'm heartbroken... and sad... and feel so losst! Why all the people i like... like i got no hope one?!?! i asked that to regina and she laughed at me... then i asked, "am i asking too much?!?!" then shes like, "actually, NO!" ahahaha dunno why also like that... Haiyah... YARRRRRN!!!!!! HELP ME!!!! i wanna know... help me ask him PLSSSSSSS sob whine... whine...
Ay sob. Today ran 2.4 in like 11 plus, before 12. Yaa not bad lah even the pe teacher praise me (she knows my name and knows im an appeal hockey student :O ) ya then jump standing broad (about 200 cm plus) then did 20 inclined. Cheated a couple of pull ups ahaha. Ohh after school today i went to try the pull up guys one... DAMN HARD LOR i did one *sweat drop* ayy i must practice! By end of my life in jc i must be able to do at least 2! That vince can do 8 lorr crazy dude.
Tomorrow gonna bring bball and cards. Must entertain ourselves before the dreaded RESULTS are out (most likely thurs) so yeah this whole week i think we not gonna study liao. Good excuse huh. Ayy i no mood liao to write anymore rubbish. Shannas not crashing tomorrow (which is a perfect day to crash) so i'm gonna rot tomorrow withmy fellow bridgers in class. Yay.
rockin' at 11:21 PM
Sunday, February 22, 2004
Last night was so interesting i'm glad i slept at 2:30am. i got afghan boy's contacts from reg earlier in the evening, so when he came on at about 11 it was like, yeah pretty interesting. At first, of course it wasnt then i managed to get a good topic going. i asked him if any girl in NJ caught his pretty afghan eyes not, then he was like... yeahh... got one. So naturally i ask who, and shes diana, this girl from s12 beside our class. At first he was very reluctant to say much but hes infatuated with her so naturally he begins to talk about her... Omg you should have heard him ramble... Its so sweet the way he talks about her... maybe its my first time talking to someone so infatuated, but i really began to feel for him. So naturally i wanted to help him! Yeah i asked him to smile at her whenever he sees her, dont always give that tao look that he carries with him, and he so quai k absorb all my advice! Then i asked him if he ever spoken to her before, and he was like... No guts. SOO CUTE RIGHT. Yarr he went on, say "at least now i can control myself whenever i see her. Last time it was like, cannot even look at her properly my heart accelerates and i cant seem to breathe properly. As if i lost control. But now at least better, but my palms will still get sweaty and my heart still races..." ooommmmmmmggggggg soooo sweeeeeet!!!!!! i hear already got goosebumps... Yeaah then i tried to encourage him! Say must try to find the chance to talk to her... but he got no courage so a bit hard... Yeah after that reg returned online and i told her about afghan boy's plight, so we thought up of ideas to help him! Like, for example... play BRIDGE. Ahahaha... or we steal his phone and msg her or something, then let him rescue the day! But didnt pose any to him... Cos by then it was like 130 or something he left liao... then me and reg crapped til 2 plus and i kept bugging her about qingxiang! i very curious you know cannot be so mean to me!!! regina sucks and is a stupid piece of crap! OH WAIT.
rockin' at 4:47 PM
Saturday, February 21, 2004
GARETH IS SO CUTE! Especially when he wore the sngs skirt! So so so cute i'm going MAAAD i tell you! Go to yarn's blog to see him! Yarrr anyway! Yarn jx and sarah came to crash nj on friday... It was pretty hard to entertain them cos i havent been really in the best of moods this week. Anyyway in the morning yay managed to show her nike... ahahha i think i was damn mean... Like, purposely drag yarn to his location and pretend to say hi to regina and meanwhile, yarn STARES at his thick eyebrows. Ahahahah i think i hurt his feelings :( But hey! i dont know him. Anyway i think he doesnt like me anyway... Regina is always saying bad things about me, like she says that i laugh at him and i make fun of him (BUT I DONT, really) so i dunno. Then again regina is always full of shit so he shouldnt believe her. OH YAR! The other day when we were playing bridge in his class something he said was damn funny.
nike (to regina): blah blah blah next time when i earn alot of money i'll pay for your breast implants lah. see i'm so nice.
Ahahhaha nike and regina are always scolding each other, so when he said that, it was an ACT OF NICENESS! Cos regina is quite flat, but i'm flatter. But i can laugh at that cos i dont know nike! Ahahaha. Oh ya he was damn lame too. When we wanted to change game, he kept suggesting strip poker. "strip poker strip poker then only the girls strip" heelllooo only me and reg there. Plus we got no breasts somemore.
OKAAY back to friday. THe lectures were shit lah. SUDDENLY chem got surprise test... like wtf i dunno anything. Me and the rgs smart people got exactly different answers. i feel so confident. of failing. Yarr. Anyway i think yarn will do well. The imaginary test paper was quite full of random working and drawings. Anyway that stupid mingxian (monkey boy) was being an idiot again. Yarn spotted him writing with his pen in his mouth. Then she said "suddenly i dont feel like i'm in nj anymore" ahahaha mx is an idiot. Then afghan boy was sitting behind me then i ask him to take off his specs show off his beautiful eyes to yarn... but he said "dowan i got triple eyelids today not nice dun see" so i laugh and say "why see too many afghan girls arh" then that stupid yuyuan say "yarr he watch too much afghan porn" ahahahha. After chem left the crashers to amuse themselves in the canteen... went for the math test. Was like, whoa lao dunno how to do so many questions... i damn scared i fail til damn malu kind. Anyway after that showed yarn stanley (cute) and rgs boy and some other random people... like my senior class soccer guy yarn thinks hes not bad. Hes not bad lah but only thing is that he doesnt reply letters adressesed to him (ie, reg's angel mortal letter to him, the mortal) ahaha. Yarr after lunch they left... sorry i couldnt be a better host. Was pretty pissed cos i did do my econs tutorial hw but DID THE WRONG EXERCISE and STILL HAD 2 HOURS OF GODDARN CHINESE to survive... Luckily i came in late late so i stood around and just as that gw came in, i offered him to sit inside... then mx was behind so naturally i sat beside mx! FIRST TIME K i so happy. dont get to see his face. Yar then during chinese that mx was being an idiot again, he went to play with gw's bottle of tiger balm, then he rubbed some on his wrist then ask me to smell and i was like, you smell like an old person then he said YAH I HATE THE SMELL (then why did you rub it on yourself?) . Then he smeared two circles on gw's pants (it looked damn silly)... Ate some chocolates then pretend to listen to lao shi then it was over!
Then after that pchia was being idiotic again. She asked who never hand up econs work, then some of us quai kia who never copy raised hand, she counted and made sure it tallied, then asked for names... Took down everyone's name EXCEPT MINE so i was quite happy.
Oh did i mention i wore the STC uni to school that day? Was my younger sis's one...DAMN BIG LOR the skirt damn long. felt like some sec 1... that aileen (only butch in my sch) laugh at me say i look damn weird in the morning, then during lunch she came over and help me pull down my belt cos she dowan me to be too quai looking. So sweet hor. Yar then i kept asking pple if i look like an ij girl... then alot of them say no cos its obvious the uni isnt mine! But huiyan (chiobu) complimented me say i look good in it ahaha made my day.
Ohh k. the previous day thurs, i didnt do pe cos my ankle was cock. Then i lent my shorts to my cousin cos she forgot to bring and when reg found out... IT WAS A NIGHTMARE. She kept trying to flip my skirt up, and in turn i kept trying to pull her pants down... on our way to pe somemore a group of guys from qingxiang's clique was behind us while we were acting like IDIOTS! Then once she and jiahwa ganged up against me and i just sat there in the middle of the road refusing to get up cos i knew what was going to happen to me... Sure enough when i HAD to get up jiahwa went to lift it!!!! Crazy girl but i dont think it was very high lah. Yah the whole way like that... laugh laugh whine whine use hands to hold skirt down.
Anyway back to friday. Had training in delta, shanna was supposed to meet barber... So met them there. i showed her the hottest guy in hockey, this guy Jerry who looks a bit mixed and his chinese damn bad one. At first shanna dissed him, say NO LAH not cute. Then after warm up, she ran to me saying, Stef! i saw this cute guy! Turns out its the same one, Jerry. i tiao-ed her like hell. Silly girl. Told you liao. Yar showed june aileen... ahaha she agreed shes cute. Aileen was acting tao in the beg silly girl but then after training she was back to her crazy self. Act mad again. Make fun of herself... Say what she kena castrated and all that rubbish. She damn rubbish lor ahahah. Training was more fun than wed's one. We did short corner! And karen was being as pessimistic as ever... say she wan to learn to stop so i can be hitter then i scold her then when we did direct, she scored and was so happy laugh and laugh like some mad woman. i kept laughing at her through the whole drill then once when she missed the ball i complimented her say i heard the WHOOSH sound and i laughed and she keeps thinking that i'm laughing at her!!!! I'm not, i just really admire her!!
Went to ac funorama today... will talk about it tomorrow. This post damn long liao.
rockin' at 9:04 PM
Thursday, February 19, 2004
Whoa physically tired. Mentally as well... though i havent been doing as much as i'm supposed to. i think its the 6-7 hours of sleep that i've been surviving on throughout the week, thats driving me mad. I'm not used to that, in case it isnt obvious. i much prefer 8-9 hours. Ahh... So what do i do? On weekends i catch up with a good 11-12 hour sleep. But i dunno how long i can keep this up, or how long before i get used to it. Oh results are out next friday... Whoopie... Mavis wont be in Singapore, shes going on some family holiday thing so she asked me to help her check her results (if they allow me to). Regina and i were discussing today if we are going to stay or not... i really dunno man... She said if she gets 10 and below, she stays in NJ and anything above it she goes off to some other JC. Most likely AC, i figure. But i hope she doesnt... Ac can corrupt a prefectly good person, and i dont wanna lose a good friend. Shes really nice... And fun to be with. So i dunno... IMMEDIATELY after i get my results i'm gonna msg her! And she vice versa! So scary... i hope i can enter NJ by myself... if i cant, i dunno if i should appeal in, cos i mean... i dont deserve a place there. Plus the hockey team there is like... Quite frustrating sometimes. The people are okay, i'm not exactly close to them... But the training itself is like, simple drills over and over again... Boring and really repetitive. Ay ay plus the muggers in nj are really quite scary. If i dont join them, i might end up retaining or something... But regina is like total opposite. She pons every chance she gets... but the difference is that shes SMART. i'm not... so i attend my lectures and tutorials... And my life gets boring and muggish. But what can i do? i decided to come here in the first place... i have to live with the consequences. Oh man i really dunno what to do. Go nj and have a boring jc life? Or go somewhere else and live a bit. Augh... but then again, everything would be much clearer next week friday.
i wish everyone getting their O level results the BEST OF LUCK! Muak.
rockin' at 8:17 PM
Wednesday, February 18, 2004
Today was quite rubbish... DAMN short day. Like cos of some farewell assembly for the vp, we didnt have lessons after 1 or something. Plus some teachers had to be there. SOOO after the morning's tutorials after break, we were in class rubbishing cos we didnt want to do physics (at least me and reg didnt) so we were talking then SUDDENLY reg got a call! This guy, Ivan from RV called, but i call him nike. Cos he has damn damn thick and black eyebrows and he can do nike advert if he plucks it into a nice fat tick. Ya anyway nike was damn dumb call regina ask if we got cards not. Obciously not. But eechong had so ya. They took the pack... and again they no kahki (so pathetic right as though 2 people without cards wanna play) so me and reg went over cos the rest of my class (muggers) started mugging (again). Yeaah then the minute i walked in the class this guy xiang hao said, "hot nerd hot nerd" for a minute i'm thinking, how the hell did he know that code? Then i think think think... and i remembered whitney's friend! (my tuition classmate too but i dont remember him) ya so i stupidly asked him, "are you qing xiang?" Qing Xiang is this rv guy that regina DETESTS. For what reasons? i dunno. but i will find out. Soon. So ya nike was like shocked (hes quite close to reg) then i was damn malu when i realised i said wrong name. Anyway we play play (floating bridge) then i keep kena partnering reg (she sucks bid 4 spades like wtf can win meh?!?!) but ya lah not so bad we played quite a bit. Vince came in laughed at my lousy hand... Then change game play "bullshit" like bluff so ya that nike and reg keep trying to catch each other. So silly.
Anyway after that had chinese. Damn boring. Kena sit next to him again. He forever insists on sitting between me and mingxian. Actually he wanted to pon, then i said i'm going, that mx said hes going too... Then he said hes going. Anyway i slept a bit cos i was damn tired. Past few nights got like 6 7 hours sleep... Then after that went orchard with reg, meet this netballer from stc, Hui ee... She knows my younger sis... So ya quite intersting hear about her from a different party... Anyway shes damn nice and quai and funny. Ya kept laughing at stupid regina we kept bickering about her peeling skin flakes (started peeling liao after her 8 hour sun bath on sunday) and her fats (cos she bought a brownie) and we had alot of fun. Til they had to go... So fine i was going to be abandoned. So naturally i called yarn. Ahaha i was right she was in orchard. Met her and jx in cine bowling (are they together or what?? hmm...) ya then pei them for a bit til they had to catch their movie then i msg hui ee but she was busy neoprinting with her friends so i went to delta early. Wasnt that early... got people there liao... Talked with some of the J1s about dirrrty stuff and i realised the butch from sngs very funny. Shes so cute lor... like a kid with a dirrrty mind thats all. Ya i asked her if yeon was attached (wont say it here) and she was like, Why you wanna know? And i jokingly say i wanna jio her ahahah she actually believed me! But ya lah can talk to her about stuff and things like madmonks and transsexuals and yeon=strawberry and stuff.
ANYWAY yarrr i saw yarn's pic of GARETH wearing the sngs UNIFORM! THE SKIRT! Oh dear poor thing they all bully him so poor thing... But he still looks as cute as evaaa. Put up the pics, yarn! Comon! Comon!
rockin' at 10:11 PM
Monday, February 16, 2004
Just argued with my mom in the car on the way back from my training. She was saying that, like i can walk from NJC to SERENE CENTER. Yes. She said "it isnt far what." then i calmly pointed out the route, past njc tennis courts, rgs entrance, bus stop 1, then bus stop 2 opp coronation plaza, then bus stop 3 at junction near serene center, then FINALLY the bus stop at serene center. Ya. Not far what. Then she said, "WHOA LIKE THAT YOU COMPLAIN FAR. Laaast time i used to walk from geylang to paris to the great wall of china then back to sentosa and my house!" Ya. Whatever. Then i got really damn attitude cos i couldnt understand why she kept picking on me. She started by saying, "And you wanted to pick VJC. See its even further than nj, and youre complaining bout nj!" And i was thinking, wtf i NEVER complained about nj only complained about the fact that she thinks walking 5 bus stops at 8pm at night when theres available buses to take is perfectly fine! Then i said something bout academics being more impt than distance, and she rebutted me. So i was like, "ya lor i might as well go republic poly just outside our house only" and shes like "YARR but they moving next year" then i went on, "no problem i transfer to some jc nearer like sa or ac" then she got damn upset or something cos shes the one that wanted me to go nj and she went, "Your father is right about you. You getting damn arrogant. No, wait, more like defiant" and i was like, What you want me to say? Then she said, say "sorry i was wrong about wanting to go to vjc cos i didnt consider distance im wrong youre right mom" and i repeated exactly after her. THEN SHE SCOLDED ME. Say i was insincere and the words didnt come from my heart (dur it came from her mouth) and i sat there in silence rolling my eyes down my neighbourhood streets as she rambled on and on about being more respectful and rubbish. Whatever. i never wanted to argue with her in the first place. SHES THE ONE THAT PICKS ON ME. For no apparent reason either. i think she gets a cheap kick out of flauting her mega power over me, the ability to tell me to shut up then repeat after her the magical words that she wants to her. Whatever whatever again.
Anyway on with today. Ponned chinese lecture (lectures in chinese? What do we learn exactly?) then went canteen to eat. Mingxian msged asked where i was, then i asked him what they learning... he said CHINESE HISTORY wtf right. Lucky i didnt go. Oh ya that gw also msged the same question. i IGNORED HIM.
OHHH YAA! On sunday i baked cookies for my class! Choc chip then very small like bite sized so cute so cute. Then brought to school in the morning and everyone tried them and some liked it, others didnt... They said it was soft... Like... Fine its meant to be soft cos the recipie says soft cookies. Ya but ah beng liked it! Yeah so he and reg ponned phy lecture first period then they took the rest of the cookies and finished them! He really liked them so i happy that at least they were appreciated. Anyway yarr after chinese was pe. i was damn lazy didnt want to sweat so i just sat at the grandstand with reg (sunburnt REAL BAD) jiahwa cousin and a couple of others... damn easy to pon lor. The teachers didnt even ask why we didnt attend pe lessons we just sat there tok tok and see people run 2.4km. We were damn damn happy that rgs guy beat gw! Ahahaha a bit mean but he was really an ass the other night. Flashback:
i told him on sat night that it would be easier to drop him at the nearest mrt. dont trouble my dad lah. then he say actually its not easy for him and in my heart i'm thinking, do i fucking care. Then i whatever-ed him and said see how lah. Then he went into the car and i told my dad to drop him at nearest mrt. Then he BUTTED IN and said, its not easy for him. So my dad ask where he stay he say WEST COAST and then my dad nicely ask where he wanted to be dropped. WTF RIGHT people send you mrt station good enough liao still can specify what bustop you want! Too much. Then my dad dropped him off at some shenton way bus stop (he took a detour somemore!) and on my way back that gw msged me say my dad is nice (durh) although the bus stop was wrong.. Hes the one that pointed out the bus stop and he still dare tell me this kind of shit i damn pissed with him lor. i ignored his msg again. Damn damn irritated. So ungrateful. So irritating. So... UGHHHHH. i hope i dont lose my temper with him tomorrow.
Anyway going on... found out some shocking news. August from vj is attached! For one year liao! i was in mourning the entire morning lor... And afternoon too... Ya my friends all scolded me... They say so long liao i havent seen him so rubbish... Ayy but of course a bit disappointed cos the girl like not his type. i thought the guai guai sweet chiobu more like it... But as long as hes happy... Ya. Ahaha. i'm crazy. Regina saw me so sad today she asked, "Wan me to intro you to ser jing not?" ahahaha... Shes so nice. Ohh but jiahwa warned me, tell me not to like him cos hes very se one. Like girls with big assests (then reg pointed out thats why he dont like to talk to her ahaha) dunno wether they joking not... Ahaha. Judge them as you know them, not by what you hear. Ya. :)
Anyway getting late... 11:11pm. Got school tomorrow... Lifehouse's Everything is playing now. Its such a beautiful song... Like everytime i hear it i feel like crying. Gawd i'm becoming too emo now. Erm ya. Good song. Download. Play. Hear. Cry.
rockin' at 11:04 PM
Sunday, February 15, 2004
Yesterday i was out the whole day! Despite only having 5 hours of sleep... Which is unusual for me cos i like my sleep. Anyway yeah in the morning took a damn early bus down to Turf City... wasnt late although i slept in for an extra 15 mins. Anyway there we had the competitive run (me, regina, jia hwa and a couple of others...) Yeah so i told them that i was EXTREMELY tired and didnt want to run so okay they were lazy too and we decided to walk... We walked uphill and ran downhill. Straight paths = stroll. Annnd... We got second last place! Ahaha so idiotic walk in to the finish line... Plus got so many people along the side lines cheering us on (namely our class) Ahh anyway after that saw the boys run competitive... Saw STANLEY! Ahaha he quite fast!! Top 25 at least i believe. His palm tree hair behind him so cute so cute. Yarr then got RGS guy he damn damn fast also... Of course lah he so tall. Then no one else interesting. Ahaha. Oh except Regina's best friend... This guy from RV that she dislikes for what reason i have no idea... So everytime i see him i comment to her - Your best friend! Say hi to him hurry! Cos they only recently began to talk again (very little) so must help. Yarr he quite fast lah.
K then after that we were heading to macs then regina spotted rgs guy leaning on some pole... Then she said, "oei see he acting sexy leaning against the pole giving that look" cos i think he damn tired or something yarr then i replied, "like that then cute whaat" i was just playing around and that regina almost embarrassed me by saying "ahaha my friend thinks youre cute" out loud... But i dont think he heard lah. So childish. Pssft.
Yarr after eating we decided to leave so went to take bags... On the way out with reg we saw SER JING! He's the cute rv nerd that i showed to yt and whit but they dont think hes cute at all. BUT ANYWAY! Regina is pretty close to him and she went to disturb him (they always do) and they were like,
ser jing: where you going now? i bet home right you sure got no dates you so ugly
reg: oei i got alot k so many guys all waiting to date me somemore all so much shuai-er then you. You look like shit.
ser jing: if i look like shit, then i dunno what you look like
And it went on and on and i just kept laughing cos it was so cute. He was so cute more like it. Ahaha after that regina refused to talk to him and we went on and regina's like, he's so irritating and i said, Nooo! Hes so cute. You're so mean to him. And she's like.. WHAT?!! Me? Mean? You're just saying that cos you think hes cute. And i say... Ya. Dont be mean to him! Anyway their friendship is like love hate. They love to bicker at each other til they hate each other. Thats why regina has to keep telling herself and us that she's pretty, or else she can just go and die without any self confidence cos everyone in her clique tells her that shes ugly ahaha. OHH YAA! i didnt mention here! Ser Jing joined hockey! Ahahah FINALLY got eye candy during trainings! I'm very very happy... just hope that he stays, tomorrow got stick training so hopefully he enjoys training cos last week whole week do physical.
Okok after that went to collect present for luohan's gf ($73 for a bear and rose-boderlined heart shaped base) and then we talk talk then i had to go for the SA-CJ game at ccab cos huiee invited me. Then yarr saw whit yt huiboon hireen and huiee (of course) watched a lousy short match (i'm sorry but its true) then we wanted to go watch Gothika after that. Me huiee yt and huiboon headed to orchard meet cow and june but huiboon left cos late or something. So we ate at yoshi and tried to buy tickets at cine. IT WAS FRICKING CROWDED i should have guessed so they bought for 630 and i didnt watch. Oh ya we got stuck at level 2, at the part where they force you to walk through shops... It was just packed with people like a mosh pit, totally cannot move! No stairs (locked) and lifts were fricking crowded too. Luckily some idiot went to open the stairs and we finally got freedom. (imgaine if there was a fire...?)
Yarr left after they went to taka that book place whose name escapes me right now. Cos late liao... Needed to meet class at 6 at marina bay mrt. Wasnt late... Had to wait abit for people... Ooo opposite me got one shuai butch quite good looking but got gf liao ahaha. Yar very funny ming xian came then he was complaining say this homosexual on the mrt kept staring at him, giving him the weird kind of look ahaha then he glared back at him. Then i laughed say wait he think that you're flirting with him then you know! So cute that monkey. Yeah vince and ee chong so nice bought all the girls in the class roses... so sweet.
Anyway after that reg came last and we started dissing each other. She say my top the arm holes very big can see my sports bra inside as though i wanna flirt then i say her shirt the print peeling purposely draw attention to her chest. Ahahah we so rubbish. Went there... Bus damn damn crowded had to act like ah ma go rush for the bus. Anyway we got there then... SURPRISE! S09 was there too... That class got yu qing (a chiobu that vince fancies) and got SER JING also! So lucky hor that day see him twice. Then regina called him over... And he quai quai walked over and he asked, "what" and regina said, "what you doing here?" then he shook his head and walked away! Ahahha so cute!!! Regina got quite pissed with him... then after a while he came back and asked regina, "you got tissue not" and regina said "whoa lao want something then come overr arrh! ("Of course!") dont have lah!" then reg asked me, i didnt have any... luckily jie yue had and he took a piece... He also said something about her first question being dumb, that obviously he was there to eat. So cute.
After that we started cooking. The food was horrible i didnt feel like eating... Then after that we left quite late lah about 9 plus. Waited at a bus stop... Oh ya! That stupid ah beng commented say my black pants with a chinese character look like some ah lian's clothing but luckily vince came to my rescue say he thinks it looks quite cool! Amanda liked it too... and so did afghan boy but ONLY BECAUSE he said i'm an ah lian thats why it goes. Rubbish. Yarr then at the bus stop yarn called asked if i wanna go madmonks then i asked who with her... Laina and jx. Not close to laina so didnt... Oh ya we flirted a bit on the phone too (i miss you, hotcakes. fillet-o-fish. sundae icecream.) Then after that ming xian so cute asked who it was and i play play say "a friend" and he said, "but i'm your friend too" so cute ahahah. Oh they wanted to play pool at that sleazy place but i didnt want to cos it was sleazy. Then in the end we went back... a few of them siau siau walked back!! And the others smart smart stayed to get a rid from parents who came to fetch. Meanwhile vince and amanda were so sweetly listening to the ice kachang song together... We have a funny feeling that they like each other... SO SWEET! Very pei... that Vince so nice to her somemore... Yeah then they all left and i fucking got stuck with that guan wen. WTF. So irritating. He kept trying to start a conversation but i kept killing it. Like, i dont wanna talk to him. At all. Afraid that i might say something that might hurt him. Like, "shut up" or worse. So yeah FINALLY my dad came and it was like phew. So irritating i told my dad to just drop him at the nearest mrt easier for him, then he said erm... at some particular bus stop at shenton way and i was just silent throughout the whole journey. So irritating... My dad gladly obliged and dropped him, then after he left he asked, "your boyfriend arh" then i IRRITATINGLY replied, "i hate him. hes the most irritating guy in my class. Early early told you drop him at mrt station can liao still got shenton way for him" i was quite mean lah but my dad is nice so he just laughed. i didnt really care if guan wen got home damn late or whatever (he inisted his parents not strict with him what) so fine lah. Man i'm very irritated now.
Just downloaded the Dir en grey song, aint afraid to die... VERY NICE the lead's voice damn damn nice... So smooth and strong and deep. Will reread the ser jing part to make me unirritated. Yay! Nite then.
rockin' at 10:09 PM
Saturday, February 14, 2004
Okaay for the past few days ive been coming home later than usual... Like 8-9pm so when TODAY in the morning AFTER my dad dropped me off at NJ, i was afraid to ask him if i could skip school to crash PJ cos although i earlier agreed, i didnt know how to get there! So anyway pretty funny... Walked out of school at 7:30 (my dad allowed! So nice) yeah saw RGS boy, ti-tus, ah beng, dom on my way out... yeah abit extra lah everyone walking towards school i'm the only idiot walking AWAY from it... Then that ah beng ask WHERE I GOING then i say crashing pj and he said, "SIAU" so fine. i gave him my Nj badge... Must be cos some people from RV crashed that morning. Dunno how but apparently quite chio... Too bad i didnt see.
Ya anyway went to pj with the help of puan and yeeteng! Thanks, thanks... Yeah PJ building quite new and big and nice. OH YA i feel very bad i lied to the pj security guard :( Cos i was late, then he asked for my ic or buspass... Then i say I NEVER BRING (how to take bus without buspass...? Nvm) Ya so he just told me to say out my IC number and i got quite scared... So i just blurted out rubbish numbers and he didnt suspect me! I'm so bad. I'm so naughty... Sorry!!!
K saw shanna's clique (all guys one... she's a seductress that one!) Ya and met up with puan and justina and sandra and yingliang... Then bitch and gossip and point out people and eat at stall 8 (the best there)... Actually the people in PJ are generally better looking compared to NJ (DURH) but puan looked so shocked when i said that... Yaa then gossip somemore and june came with her precious moments guy he's called that cos i think his eyes look like the precious moments one... Wanna cry any minute kind. Ya then after that we left early (poly open house rubbish) and went to town!
Ate at far east chicken rice (eat again so pig) then wanted to look for stuff so we went around town looking at random stuff that didnt really interest us much. Anyway later it got more... Serious. After we split up, june had to go back for lessons, me and shanna headed to june's house to get her pads for the game later. Shanna dropped a bombshell on me, and i TOTALLY DID NOT, NEVER IN A MILLION YEARS ever could have guessed anything obscurely related to it and i started to feel like crying right in the middle of orchard... Thats where i saw yarn and i'm so sorry yarn that i couldnt be nicer to you, i was just in total shock and my system could not take it... Yeah so i bought the valentine's muffins whilst i was in shock... and went to june's house on the bus still in shock. i thank shanna for informing me, though... I'm VERY grateful. It means alot... You think you know people... you think they trust you, that they care for you... And they turn around and have this whole different persona that you could never imagine, at least i couldnt. If i heard it from them itself, then perhaps i wouldnt have felt like shit on the bus and start tearing then... But whatever. Really... Whatever.
The game was ok. Now i have no mood to talk anymore... Like... Yeah everyone ate their muffins (pleased) and i have one left over for guan wen. See i'm not so mean to him even if i hate his guts sometimes. Cos he did give me something so i have to be nice to him. Ya... ohh i hate that MingXian and GuanWen!!!! Grr i'm so mad at them... Cos i passed my compo to audrey to pass to mingxian in the morning while i was still in NJ, and asked him to help me hand up cos if i'm late i have to do extra rubbish. So ya... But then in the afternoon i msged Mingxian and he bluff me say my teacher asked me to REDO! And i was very upset cos i really did the first piece like seriously, and i DID NOT WANT TO REDO another shit compo. And i had no idea what she wanted! So i was visibly upset until they finally told me that it was a JOKE and i rubbish-ed them. Grr... i told you my chinese class sucks.
Oh met up with yarn and jiaxi last night with regina... Ate lemongrass... We had craving for tom yum soup lah. Anyway yeah we rubbished alot ahaha. We met up with yarn's friend, Chris... i remember him! He's the one who sat next to me during physics tutorial. Ya we cornered him with questions and more rubbish... And i showed Regina Gareth's pic on yarn's camera! Ya cos i think that Gareth is quite cute, but NOOOO regina has to be the bitch and say, "hes not cute lah"... Even though he is! Like little boy like that with his oh-so-tucked-in-shirt ahaha. Yaa... Very sorry that couldnt play pool with you guys and i had to be the pooper to say i wanted to go home cos i know my mum would scream at me pretty soon if i didnt. So yeah... SORRY YARN, SORRY CHRIS.
K its 12:40 and i think i have to get up at 5:30 or 6:00 LATEST tomorrow morning. i have xcountry lah. Ya sucks man and im dead tired. PS: i have a cool "tatto" on my right eyebrow... Like two reddish bluish blackish lines downwards caused by a flying ball deflected off some MI idiot guy's stick... It doesnt hurt much but i think its cool. Luckily didnt bleed... Yeah. Woot. Run tomorrow. PS2: i'm not angry ya.
rockin' at 12:36 AM
Saturday, February 07, 2004
PS: Stanley is cuter than pretty boy. (Read the last paragraph of my previous post to know what i mean)
rockin' at 12:51 PM
Let me start with the MOST IRRITATING THING THAT HAPPENED DURING THE ENTIRE WEEK. i'm seriously starting to dislike guan wen. He's bloody irritating and lame and COMPLETELY the type that mavis, shanna and i used to diss... The typez thatz tokz lykez thiz... Its not so bad when its on messages, BUT HE ACTUALLY PRONOUNCES HIS "ZZZZZZZ" after saying words like "DOTZZZZZZZ" and "SHITZZZZZZ" LIKE WTF CAN YOU SPEAK PROPERLY?!?! i keep complaining to regina and he keeps calling me "lao po" FOR NO GODDARN REASON like yah fine we're "married" (in the worst form of hell) but you dont have to frickin remind me every agonising bloody hell second!!!!! Gawd i'm so mad right now. The bad thing was that at first regina kept trying to cause conflict between us like say, "OEI GUAN WEN COME SIT HERE LOOORRRR" with us and then after that i pulled her away and bloody hell told her how much i COULD NOT STAND HIM and it seemed like i wanted to cry liao, so she then realised how much i disliked him. Got alot alot of tiny tiny irritating things that he does... Like just yesterday i was gonna sit with ming xian for maths lecture... then *^&^%&*@# that idiot, who was actually sitting in the row before me JUMPED OVER THE CHAIRS AND SAID "I WANNA SIT WITH YOU" dunno who he referring to but i was fricking pissed off, COMPLETELY!!!!! Then cos of that i basically ignored him through the lecture, kept talking to regina on my left and ah beng in front of me... Then halfway he said that we may be doing calligraphy for chinese and that it sucked and all that crap and ming xian and i immediately said YAY cos we thought it was fun and he didnt so that kept him quiet for a bit. OHH YEAH then i told regina about yarn's teacher flirting with cute cj guy (gareth) then she kept telling me to say louder cos gw was eavesdropping and she kept saying WHO?!?! and i kept saying, you know that hot cj guy whose eyes look like Edison Chen's very cute one... Cute... Cute... Hot... Ahaha regina enjoyed herself very much watching the "show". Yeah then during chinese (cos my class got me, that idiot and mingxian) i DID NOT WANT to sit beside him so regina advised me to take my time during lunch so they enter first, and i could choose my seat. i entered pretty late and sadly GW was out (hah) so i asked mingxian where he was sitting and i purposely sat next to him (gw's bag was a seat away) but when he came back (his greeting is YOZ YOZ WATZZZ UPZZZZZ??) he shifted next to us so i was pissed again. But throughout the lesson i tried to talk more to ming xian (hes actually quite funny) and its like whenever we have a little joke and we're laughing gw goes, WHAT WHAT TELL ME WHAT WHAT WAHT so i give him a redundant one word answer and go on laughing. Mingxian actually so cute. Like he'll say the "pang2" for "bing4" (sick) is called the sick pang2 and so i drew the pang2 for gou3 (dog) and i said, so this is the animal pang2 lah? Ahahahhaha so funny thats how he learns chinese. He also offered if i wanted to borrow his pants, since i had his shirt already ahahaha so silly. His pants would just whooosh straight off me!
K onto funny/interesting things now. During math lecture ah beng and chee fung were played connect 4 on paper and ah beng is so bad at it that its HILARIOUS. Like, when he puts a cross on the place he wants he goes, "HA HA" and when chee fung does the same, he says, "you HA HA for what" but in the end he still lost 7-2 to chee fung. Very funny ahahahaha. Then they played tic tac toe and can you believe that he LOST?!?! Like got two circles in a row and he can think think damn hard and put his cross some far away place!!!! Regina and i were laughing so hard i think the pple behind us were pissed with us but its really damn funny. Ah beng got low IQ. Ahahahah.
K then last period that jason was sitting one table away from me and regina noticed that he got very nice eyes. So she asked him to cover his face except his eyes and say WHOA very nice. So we needed a nick name for him... After class we walk walk and she thought of cyclops and some other lame names but then i said HOW ABOUT AFGHAN BOY? Since earlier she said he reminded her of the afghan girl on national geographic mag. So that was it. Afghan boy was born!
Yeah later we were at the canteen and 3 of us reg reika and i shared a plate of chicken chop... Cos later got training then afterwards some people joined us (netballers from regina's team) and they started playing with the leftovers and added bread and water and eggs and all that gross stuff. Then we decided to play the number number game and OH HO HO HO i kena. i damn suay can. So i looked damn worried and luckily i remembered i needed water so regina told me that the table behind me got ah beng's water bottle... So i asked ah beng BUT IT WASNT HIS! It turns out that it belonged to this guy, Stanley who was friends with ah beng and luo han (cos they in soccer) and HES DAMN CUTE! Like he looks a bit jap little boy kind, cos his hair very nice, and his eyes damn big kind and perfect complexion all that... Whoa i wanted to faint... Even regina said he's cute (her standard quite high) but because he got a large mole on the lower right side of his face she say his left side nice, right side not nice but a mole is a BEAUTY MARK! So cute so cute! Ahaha yeah ah beng asked, "Stanley! Can let her drink your water?" And he so cute smile and say can so yay i DRANK HIS WATER! Straight from the bottle somemore! The disgusting food also didnt taste so bad cos of his waaaateer! Ahaha i want to faint again... *SWOOOOON* So i returned his bottle after that and i said "thanks" and he smiled again AHHHHHH so cute! i wanna cry... After that they had to go so they left and regina was saying bye ah beng, bye luo han, bye soccer guy... And he turned around and smiled again and waved bye but then regina said, NOT YOU LAH the other guy but the other guy left liao so he laughed. Ahahahha i very happy! PS: Before i left for my training i saw him at the grandstand and he was drinking from the same bottle! (i may seem psychotic but please bear with me) My goodness... Ay ay i should control myself. Ahh. Okay.. Yep. But i dunno if he is attached not... If he is (i wont be surprised) i hope his gf not angry... Sorry ya!
Some stuff happened at training but i dont wanna spoil the lovely mood i set! So i'll do it tomorrow or something! I'm like a retard smiling to myself now... Ahh... i look forward to monday!
rockin' at 11:35 AM
Thursday, February 05, 2004
K lets see i just finished uploading my answers to this econs exercise to my class website... Ahahha i tell you we're so slack lor... Share work and copy each other's notes (and other things too) i hope i dont get too used to it. Anyway today was quite funny... That silly mingxian wanted to wear my crescent blouse (he say will look like a fairfield guy) but of course it was too small for him, so i wore his acsi blouse instead. MAN IT WAS HUGE it just hung on my like some curtain. And he isnt even big sized for a guy either!!!! But it was quite comfy like very cooling cos got so much space. Then i wore the RGS green councillor tie with it and i turned out to be some retard from dunno what the hell school ahahaha. So interesting...
Anyway in case you dont hear the message verbally, NJC is interested in YOU - SHANNA! Seriously they thought your name was anna or something and they asked me and i was like, WTF no such thing... Wait... you mean shanna! Ahaha so i just msged her to call me, but she hasnt yet. Anyway it'd be cool to (finally) have a close friend in nj! Whhooo hooo... See lah that hui ee so reluctant to come nj somemore... Barber WILL find someone else...
Anyway yesterday had game with nj... Before the game i made friends with my school's only bunk (butch)!!! Her name is Aileen and shes so nice!!! So cute somemore reminds me of cow in a way. Anyway yeah talk quite a bit to her about yeon (yarn's cj friend) and i asked her about their status and about changing and about normal butch stuff ya. She so cute, the way she describe the reactions of "nerds" who havent heard of this kind of thing before ahahahhaha. Anyway after that we had the game and MI didnt turn up (misunderstanding of locations) so we played against the nj boys second team. WTF LOR just cos they are 2nd team they want to "prove themselves" so they played SERIOUSLY against us... Somemore some of my team one was having their VERY FIRST GAME! Yeah even kena by the coach, he ask them "Why are you playing as though you're against boys your age?" So irritating i got elbowed in the face and my arm got hooked by some idiots stick (though they apologised i still not happy) anyway i dont like them very much. i must say that they dont have damn good skills or anything, they beat us cos they had speed and stamina... i was panting through the whole thing lor... Like hell like that. Then i very sad because the coach, Ali kept changing my position (from right half to center half) cos he say my ball control skills no good, then from there to back half... He asked wei ling ip to played mid field instead and she kept wanting to hold back and we clashed like hell. Not used to it... Anyway Ms Suhaili said i played well... Whatever... i still am out to prove myself to Coach Ali!
rockin' at 7:12 PM
Sunday, February 01, 2004
Hmph i still havent forgiven yarn for insulting me. She can be so mean at times... It kinda makes me feel like KILLING myself sometimes. She says she loves me, but does she really? How do i know if she isnt faking it? How do i know that those sly smirks that she throws at me aplenty are smirks of love, not PSYCOTICNESS? Her caressesses... Are they of warmth or FRIGGIN ICE COLD HATE?!?! Her laughter of high pitched giggles... Girlish music or BRAIN WASHING SCREECHES OF PAIN?!?! Ahh so many questions that my heart yearns to know the answers to. Too bad i cant flip her open to check the back of her for the answers. That'd be cheating, yo.
Anyway on with today... Today i was extremely late for the flag day thingy. i had to go to the flag house at 1130 to collect the tin, but before that my class agreed to meet at like 11 doby ghaut. But i had some appointment thingy that i couldnt miss, so i msged them suggesting that i pon. But they were SO NICE they helped me collect my tin and brought it with them til i could meet them later! i like my class actually... Yeah i met them at like 1230 at ps bk... Ahaha sitting at bk tables with tin cans all over the place. Ahahah i stuffed a packet of chilli sause into one of the slots and it got stuck so when i pulled it it tore and OUT CAME CHILLI!!!!! AHAHAHAHHAHAHHA. Damn funny. Plus its regina's tin can. i didnt do it on purpose really! They also drew out 04S10's family tree... You see they paired up everyone in class and made them inter-related somehow... So its a 27 man family... Quite funny. We using it as a shirt!
K so after that we decided to go look for a proper place to beg for cents. On the way up, i saw Greg, an nj hockey senior who is in combi schools and his skills are like damn power kind. So yeah naturally i asked him for a donation and me and jia hwa started sticking stickers all over him. K but he didnt have any coins on him so he apologised and said, "I OWE YOU MONEY" ahaha. Wth... K anyway we headed to mrt station and there i saw Natasha, the combi schools hockey player! (Whats with hockey players and ps?) Yeah so i begged her and she gave! So nice. Ya then me and regina started going crazy... We did this swinging action by stretching your hand out as far as possible and swing as hard at each other, not knowing if our two hands will slap not. Yeah for the first 3 tries nothing happened so we were confident and swung REAL DAMN BLOODY HARD and WHOOOOAAAAPPPPOOOOOW!!!!!!!! KENA!!!!!!!! WHOA SAY DAMN PAIN SIA!!!!! LIKE CRAP LIKE THAT!!!!!!!! Never felt that kind of pain before... Cos it was a 100% hit RIGHT ON the palm through to the fingers... Thinking of it now is scaring me... Yeah so after that we collapsed on the floor cos of the unbearable pain... Half in laughter half in tears... Ahaha after that there was this stinging feeling and it was DAMN HOT and a bit numb... Damn damn red like i just boiled my hand like that.
K after that we headed to holland v... there me and regina worked for 45 mins like that (the boys left for je and some other bus interchange) and after that we damn tired so we went to nydc for a drink. We were there for over an hour... Ahaha damn slack. Tok tok drink drink until tired. Then we decided to check out the pet shop and we did ask for donations along the way, though. Yeah saw Jamie (crescent senior in PJ now) then went shop shop in the shopping mall above cold storage. Regina never went there before so she enjoyed looking at the stuff. OH WAIT before that we went to draw money at POSB and i went to play with a stray fat cat and i gave it a sticker! (i put it on its back) and regina said i made the cat damn comfortable... Like it enjoyed my company! i enjoyed its company too! So after we shopped the whole two levels we went out and met jia hwa and the rest. We collect some donations cos theirs was disgustingly heavy and mine could still see the bottom of the can. So malu. Yeah then vince and jason came back with that chao ah beng... Then collect until mine quite heavy then we went to doby ghaut to meet the rest.
At doby ghaut, the boys were damn funny they went to make an underwear out of the stickers!!!!!! AHAHAHHAHAHAH its damn funny cos its a thong and it was for chee fung!!!!!! AHAHAHHAHAHA we wasted alot of the stickers making stupid stuff. Then that ah beng liked the underwear alot and played with it all the way to the red cross headquarters. There after giving back the cans, ah beng tried to make cf wear the thong but he refused! So sad then they went behind some bushes (away from us) and wore it, then laughed like hell at themselves. Then after that he asked regina to hold it, then i remembered where it went so it was thrown away cos we told ah beng that it will fa mei. Unwillingly, he threw it away :( BYE BYE STICKER UNDERWEAR.
Yeah after that i had a hard time leaving they were all forcing me to stay (Jia hwa ran after me and caught me, regina hung onto my hand) and we went to ps... Where i called mom and she said my grandaunt and uncle and aunt were coming for dinner! OH NO so i had to rush back (finally they let me leave) so that was my interesting day today.
Oh yeah btw crescent club lost 2-0 to Jasenites! :(:(:(:(:( i asked cow how the match was... So sad i couldnt go. Dunno also if we kena knocked out not.
Tomorrow is a sad day. My elder sis is leaving for GuangZhou for some internship with a petroleum company. For 5 whole months! :(:(:(:( early morning somemore so difficult to send off at airport. Wish her the best and safest jouney! WILL MISS YOU! *muak*
rockin' at 12:32 AM
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