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Friday, August 27, 2004
You are the light
That's leading me
To the place
Where i find peace again
rockin' at 11:50 PM
i hate these dammit mood swings! Must be my period. i kena today... damn super suay. Stayed back just for the colours award debriefing, and yep i kena-ed when all the capts were nicely seated around together disussing problems and stuff. Great. Luckily luckily peishan was there!!! She helped me so sweet :D But then again she also teased me. But ahaha i deserve it lah. Who call me so suay.
Feeling kinda low right now... Listening to Alica Keys with Usher, If i Aint Got You on repeat mode... My mp3 player sucks and my phone sucks. Technology doenst agree with me most of the time. i cant even hook it up to the computer now. Plus i have to get up way way early tomorrow to go to school for this stupid physics test shit. Wth... its like, i want to go but i dont want to wake up so fricking early for that. What the hell i dont have a choice now, do i.
i dont even know what i'm doing online. i dont want to be disturbed right now. i think i should go to my room and listen to more alica keys, usher and norah jones.
i like sunshines and rainbows!
rockin' at 11:12 PM
Wednesday, August 25, 2004
I'll be so glad when this week is finally over. The floorball tourny on tues was alright, cept for the partial friggin DOWNPOUR that almost ruined everything. Almost is the key word here. Yes take out your yellow highlighter and underline that word. So we had a temporary court in the linkway which was incredibly small, like two reginas in it then BOOM the sides would split. Wait make that one and a half reginas. Yeah but then luckily Ms Chue who was so nice nice managed to get the basketball team to wipe up the courts for us and we resumed without a hitch!
One upsetting thing though, i lost my skirt :( i promise you on my half-eaten bar of chocolate, that i put my friggin skirt in my bag!! Serious. i took my whole bag down from the linkway and placed it on the benches beside all you lovely hockers and it cant possibly have been mistaken as someone else's because i put it with you guys :( And my bag was opened when i got back! But no money was missing. Just my lovely skirt :( Now i have to survive the rest of the year with two skirts... die imagine if i kena menses. Just... die.
I've been trying to catch up on my sleep during the past week. Not very fruitful. My eyebags are still apparent and... dont seem to want to budge. Ahh well... Okay anything eventful...? Lemme think. Ohh i'm really happy today... Had one of the best trainings yet ^_^ Hahaha i'm glad everyone enjoyed themselves. Started off with conditioning (you girls are all gonna have abs by tournament season next year if you keep this up!! :p) then went on to play huiee's silly scissors paper stone game hahahah. We played from the 100m mark! My spc team rocks la. Puppy is too damn good at this game! We won twice in a row and the loser team had to chicken dance in front of the grandstand... Soccer was training hahaha. The other forfeit was starting off crouched, then doing a starjump shouting "I'M A STAARR" then sprint to 50m mark screaming "I LOVE TO SPRINT" hahahha (love ms malini). As i said, spc is just simply too good for this game ;) hahahha. After that played some capt's ball, then played with Track capt's ball cos Rach was asking to join us and stuff. Yep had lots of fun ^_^
Ok i'm quite stupid. Shit i feel like kicking myself... Hahaha. I'm quite slow. Anyway saw martian during the spc game... He was heading home after his paper... Smiled, said hi and wanted to ask him how it went but oh well was OUT OF BREATH from laughing and running at the same time. Dammit i havent spoken to him the entire week arent you all proud of me? ;) Tmr is GP and some phy written paper. Good luck to the j2s!
rockin' at 10:59 PM
Sunday, August 22, 2004
i really love the hockey team alot. Navin and Karen's speech just went right into each and every one of us who worked so damn hard for the team this year, and gripped us so tightly. The last part where we all cheered made me feel like i actually belonged to NJ hockey, which i must admit is quite an unfamiliar feeling. i mean, its not easy trasacting from the closeness of crescent where we knew each other's smells after trainings and which colour socks had holes to NJ hockey... but i realise now that i have. i did. i really need to get this entire act together for next year... i must WANT to be part of NJ hockey, i must BE a part of NJ hockey, i must LEAD NJ hockey. i only wish i can do as good a job as navin and karen... i'm really trying, i love you guys so much you all make me really proud with your enthusiasm ^_^
Ok i'm damn high now. Hahhahaha ahhh will try to catch up on my blogging another day. Just finished asking around Canberra Hotels and Motels for accomodation rates... ^_^
rockin' at 11:55 PM
Saturday, August 21, 2004
I'm really great that the colours award thing is finally over! It went kinda smoothly i guess... at least everyone had seats and their medals and their certs, although i did forget to usher Mrs Ching at one point but ah well. But one thing sucked really majorly. The friggin dance party after that. It sucked soo bad that i'm amazed that i actually stayed. i think its desperation man. Ok so the horrible band played horribly and my hockey dudes and dudettes were like totally losing their heads. Seriously the worst thing ever. Yellowcakes rock!! Hahahha. The music was pretty bad too. i mean the computer had what, Celine Dion, M2M WTH!! Omg really cannot make it.
Peishan is damn funny. She keeps whacking me. Grr but i deserve it la hahahahha. She wore a skirt and it was super long and i told her dont run cos her ass looks big when she does then i keep saying she looks pretty and stuff and she was quite pissed with me hahha. The day before that was worse. We were doing the silly wire things for the huge curtain like drapes that lined the halls... and it was damn tough work. In the end while we were busy doing it peishan and i kept bickering i kept saying shes damn dirty (cos she is, she refuses to remove the lump of dust stuck on the cloth she passed to me) and she kept saying me i dunno what about also haha. She very nice tho. i spelt her name out of bendy leaf shaped wires with her "i" being a flower, then i showed her and she was like "WHOA when did you do this?!" cos i did it under her nose. Then i laugh laugh and rubbished and then a few mins later i spotted my name!! So sweet she did one for me too~! ^_^ And i didnt notice either... i love peishanshanshany! Heehee
Pradeep is damn super funny. Ok one story: So prad is from sji. And quite alot of people are from sji that time while we were decorating the hall. Then rachel mentioned something about sji guys being really silly and childish (which is true) and prad was like, "What did you say?" Then he gave that angry look, and then turned around, grabbed more sji guys and asked again, "Huh huh what did you say?" And then turned around and grabbed even MORE sji guys and finally said to rach, "So rach, tell me again what you just said" with this group of like 10 sji guys behind him and one small rachel in front hahaha.
Then he whipped out an imaginary mike and asked one guy, "So, which secondary school were you from?" Guy says "sji" And prads continues saying, "now i'm totally gonna be random", then grabs another guy and asks, "Which school are YOU from?" "Sji" And he GASPS and opens his eyes hugely. Then finally grabs another guy and he says "Sji" and prads like, "i see a trend here" LOLOL OMG the way he did it was damn super funny la. Prad rocks!! Super charismatic and great sense of humour. Would have made a great head of council!
OK got some other stuff but i'm really too tired to say my silly stories. Night!
rockin' at 10:57 PM
Wednesday, August 18, 2004
I'm so fricking happy i finally finished that bloody pw essay all by myself! I'm damn proud of myself shit sorry if i soudn yaya or what but it was fricking difficult!!! But i'm done!!! YEAAAAHHH two nights working from 10pm to 1am is not funny k!!! 2017 words later and i'm feeling all exhausted as if i just came from a parrty! (Without good memories that is) I'll miss rubbishing with harland when our brains dont work any longer but i wont miss doing work~!!!
Okie i'm gonna go sleep now. Trying desperately to get rid of my ugly fricking eye bags. hoho
rockin' at 12:36 AM
Sunday, August 15, 2004
Today was super fun hahahha. After the louji magic show with the idiotic magician preaching at the end (we left when he started preaching), we went SHOPPING! Hahahhaha damn long never go so today abit siau.
Me and huijia went topshop and played FOOSBALL HAHHAHAHA. It was damn silly cos we two totally suck at it and scored like how many bloody OWN GOALS HUH. Hahahha! Then we went to accessories section and i tried on pretty HUGE PEARL necklaces and oversized hats and large loud bags. i bet i look like i came right out of a fashion magazine! Hahha then walk walk somemore make more stupid comments and saw pretty clothes.
OK then we headed to esplanade, my daddy was picking us up there! On our way there we came across a couple making out. Hmmph me and hj so disgusted (ok not really) we should have competed with them! Hahahha ok maybe not.
Ya anyway we talk talk on our way there then this guy walking towards me was talking to his friend then i heard him say something like "should i call my mother..." and i turned around sand shouted, "YES CALL YOUR MOM". i just thought that was the right thing to do. Your mom loves you. Everyone's mom loves their kid! So remember kids, always call your mom.
Ok then after that we decided to look around the walkway along the river next to esplanade... it was damn nice. We had to go through this wide open field which wasnt lighted. We ran. Like little kids across it! Hahahha then just as we reached the walkway, we heard a magical sound. It went something like this: "Ding Ding Ding-a-ling!"
ICE-CREAM!!!!!! So we headed towards the magical mesmerising music and bought two ice creams for $2. The shop was called "Ah Pek's Ice-Cream". We love Ah Pek. We love his ice cream. OK then after that my dad came and we went home!!
And i had another ice cream when i got back :( But it was good. Cuppicino with pure chocolate fudge down the middle. Omg damn sinful.
i think ice cream is the reincarnation of the devil. Kinda like how magic and witchcraft are too, RIGHT huijia? Hahahha
rockin' at 2:02 AM
Saturday, August 07, 2004
Last night was great!!!
From the moment we saw each other, we kept talking talking talking about everything and anything from 7:30 to 11:00!!!!!!!!!! Bloody funny shit and scandalous shit and rubbish shit! It was soo wonderful hanging out with you guys all over again... Makes me feel albit nostalgic. :( Miss you guys soo much. The food was good. Though the lala wasnt nice. The stingray, kangkong and OYSTER OMLETTE was omg bloody nice la.
OK today me and jiahwa met at tiong bahru to finally get down to do our primary reseach -- interviews and surveys! We headed to tiong bahru market, and jiahwa being the wonderful friendly and oh so SWEET young girl ^_^!!!!! went to politely ask hawkers the interview questions. i must say she did a WONDERFUL job, and i'm VERY impressed and PROUD of her! Couldnt have done it without her! Amazing you know, the charisma and sweetness that she leaks! She is absoutely without a doubt the sweetest girl i know, and the cutest. The thing is that she IS cute, she doesnt have to act cute. Its inborn, innate... its just her!! Irresistable.
It was amazingly quite simple to get people to do surveys for us. We just went up to people who were waiting for food or just ate finished, and simply asked. Of course we got rejected a few times, but we managed to get quite abit there. Haha jiahwa mentioned that when we approached certain people, wont get rejected one. Like especially groups of NS guys wont say no... jiahwa claims its because they desperate, in army no girls HAHAHHA.
Then after we did half of the stack we supposed to complete, we headed to tiong bahru plaza. There also damn fun. There was this roadshow on and jiahwa was like saying "got sharon au le! My favourite!" Haha so cute. Okay then we proceeded to complete the rest. It was quite easy getting people to do them, really. And super interesting, the kinds of people i find myself approaching. i asked a malay security guard who would definetely been hot in his younger days to do, cos jiahwa didnt like him (cos he was smoking la) yep he completed one for me.
Then we got a guy handing out flyers to do one, and whilst he was doing the survey me and jihwa helped him hand out his flyers hahaha! It was damn funny cos it seemed like me and jh competing who can give out more, then she like super fast la i didnt realise i so slow compared to her. Then i not happy want to give out finish the stack that i took, that i started being quite hiong too. Hahha a group of school guys then i handed one to the first guy, he took. Gave to second, also took. Then i went mad started begging them each to take one saying 'please please take one help me" haha. In the end one of them took the stack from my hand saying "i help you la" hahahha yay like that we finished being flyer girls.
i also surveyed a suveyor. He was quite a louji one. He didnt really approach people, and didnt speak up when people walked past him. So i asked him to do a survey for me. He commented asking me how many have i completed so far, and i said like btwn two people, 50 so far? Yep he seemed abit impressed ^_^ (cos he no good surveyor la) Then he still can ask me if i want to go work for him not, to do street surveys. Then i'm like, got school la! Then hes like, holidays lor... sat and sun also can... Then he said we quite successful cos like got friendly look all that yep. Makes me think of getting a job as something like that getting to meet new people (as long as they speak english ok) cos it is quite fun and super interesting!
rockin' at 11:19 PM
Thursday, August 05, 2004
My blog is getting so rubbishy. Its just full of my random ramblings which have the foundation of Na(s) in H2O.
Let me try to bring this back to earth! (i think its in mars right now... :p) Ok anyway so today after school we had the fashion parade rehearsal thingy. I'm the representative for my class, and my class theme is the Samsui Woman. Sounds okay, no? No. I'm friggin wearing a gunny sack tomorrow. NO JOKE. Gunny sack. The kind you put potatoes in. I'm not a friggin potato, but yes tomorrow morning i'll be putting that over my head. It stinks. Really bad. Its like the first time eileen pulled it out of the bag in class, the entire class reeked for like 15 mins after it was put outside.
So, tomorrow i will be a walking smelly potato.
Sob.
But i have to say that i really appreciate the effort everyone has put into this entire thing. i mean, to me its just rubbish and i would rather be play tennis with huijia and huiee, trying to hit balls that can never seem to make contact with the strings, and when they do either flying sideways or over the fence to the open road. In other words, i really wouldnt give a damn what happened during the entire thing.
But then today, i saw my dear cousin working so dammit hard at putting together the lignum thing. She was like a headless chicken running all over the place gathering people and coming up with interesting wacky ideas to spice things up... and i felt damn bad at my lack of enthusiasm. So i decided to play along with the entire thing.
So i left school late today with a short lil stint with some nerd i dont know where i have to act all flattered when he (farmer-fisherman hybrid) passes me a stuffed fish. And then act all couply. Omg... i dont believe i actually allowed myself to say to amanda, "anything you want, really..." Haha. What a grave digger, i am.
i hope i dont die from the itchiness of the gunny sack. Or from the smell. Smart assed Joseph (gp and chinese classmate) just HAD to come over and comment on my wonderful item of clothing, and give some great comments like "you wearing THAT? Whats your theme, the economy arh?" LOLOL!! And he left saying, "nevermind la stef... although it sucks right, i still like it" ^_^ Nice, but not really nice. Hahahhaha... die la tomorrow. i feel like burying myself in a hole.
Oh plus tomorrow i've got physics SPA after the celebration :( Yeah good luck to me, i heard it was daaamn difficult.
rockin' at 11:10 PM
WE ARE FUCKING GOING TO AUSTRALIA FOR HOCKEY!!!!!!!!!
K its not confirmed yet. i have to engage a few travel agents to help me with the flights, and the accomodation choices are pretty vast. Have to pick pic one. Hmm. But YEAH by the time i finally help Becky to get down to the cost bit, and ask around the girls to see WHO CAN GOOO, we'll be packing before you say, "Goodae, mate!"
PS: Its fucking not easy organising huge shit like this. N.O.T. E.A.S.Y. i hope everyone appreciates the effort we all put in to make this trip in december possible! Love you crazy hockers!
rockin' at 12:20 AM
Monday, August 02, 2004
Bringing out the shallowness in me...
Things i like about guys (which would rock on my guy :p)
- A damn good scent (Tommy Hilfiger is good) i love breathing in something so excitingly wonderful off someone hot.
- Short, messy tousled hair, but long enough to pull :p
- Nicely defined jaw lines
- Fucking hot nose. i have a thing for nice noses.
- Fucking nice smile. Really important! But most people have nice smiles ^_^
- i dont like perfect baby smooth skin. STUBBLES are hot. Imperfect skin is a turn on.
- Its all about the tan, tan, tan!
- Relatively ok body. i dont like no canoeing muscles or chunky arms. Abit scary. Just slightly defined and firm is great already.
- Good sense of dressing!! Very important!!
- Able to dance relatively okay. Not the kayu type, lah.
- MATURITY. Oh gawd i so need this right now.
Ok i'm a shallow bitch in this post. I'll see if i have any more which i can add on.
rockin' at 11:22 PM
Does your name begin with: S For you, it is pleasure before business. You can be romantically idealistic to a fault and is capable of much sensuality. But you never loose control of your emotions. Once you make the commitment you stick like glue. You could get jealous and possessive. You tend to be very selfish often regarding yourself as the only human being on the planet.. You like being the centre of attention. You are very caring sensitive, private & sometimes very passive. Turned on by soft lights, romantic thoughts. When it gets down to the nitty-gritty, you are an expert. You know all the little tricks of the trade, can play any role, or any game, and take your love life very seriously. You don't fool around. You have the patience to wait for the rightperson to come along. You are very generous & giving, often selfless. You are kind nature & sweet which is found to be attractive by many. You are a good friend. Gemini
Turn ons
Gemini is a highly intellectual and versatile person. If you have a Gemini partner you have to match your wits with his wits to keep the zing in the relation. They want to be mentally stimulated so you have to be good in conversing. Your sense of humor will get you a permanent residence place in the heart of a Gemini. Be more communicative with them and if you are good in this then you will never know how hours pass by with you holding each other`s hand.
Turn offs
Gemini`s like to do many things at the same time so if unfortunately you are the types who is looking for stability you may get disappointed. Do not hold back a Gemini or you may lose him, as they are restless and need change in life constantly. You should try to adopt yourself with the ever-changing Gemini. Orthodox or conservative old fashion ideas are no-no in their dictionary. Change with the ever-changing Gemini and do not flow against the current. i like the bolded parts cos they are partially true. Then again all these kinds of "what gemini are you! Find out what obscure personality are you by filling out some random non-related questions!" are utterly rubbish. But nonetheless fun to read and go "oh what a coincidence!". One thing for sure, i am definetely NOT a romantist. Nor am i romantically idealistic. Good gawd i find the idea of romantic poetry and oh so elaborate presents bloody rubbish and a waste of time. i dont expect that from anyone, neither should anyone expect me to sit down and write a "Roses are red... " type of prose. I'm afraid i might laugh at something like that hehe :p i fluctuate so much that i scare myself sometimes. i dont know what i want. Which may be good. Or not. Who cares i'm happy right now ^_^
rockin' at 10:00 PM
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