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Monday, November 29, 2004
i fell in love today. It was so quick, painless and incredibly easy. i never saw it coming... especially not this quick!! And when i first laid eyes on him, it wasnt like a WHAM BAM thing. My feelings actually grew. He was constantly on my mind after that... Its like an obsession. You see him everywhere, you keep thinking of him, and you want to feel him all the time. You're afraid when you dont see him, you get scared and vunerable thinking, oh gawd where is he will i see him again i dont wanna lose him... And when you're with him, you feel that incredible sense of security. You feel like nothing can go wrong, that everything is just perfect with just the two of you together. You are so happy, you find yourself smiling to yourself and to him and to random strangers on the street, cos the happiness inside of you is simply EXPANDING and theres no space inside of you and you can help but betray your heart by smiling and grinning to the entire world like some fool who had just won the lottery. Just that this is so much fucking better. Its like a wonderous drug that rids of wrinkles, cures cancer and kills depression altogether. i love the feel of him. When i touch him, its absolutely magnetic. i hurt when he scars, and i get all protective of him. i want him to be sinfully happy, to not care about politics and terrorists and water shortages, to do what he's best at doing. Which is playing hockey with me ;)
i love my new stick.
rockin' at 2:41 AM
Sunday, November 28, 2004
i've realised. i've matured, i've grown in my way of thinking. (at least i hope so haha) i used to be oh so idealistic. i used to want the perfect first boyfriend, the perfect first kiss, the perfect first fuck. And i've realised, that things just dont happen that way. Most of you most probably are rolling your eyes and going, "about time huh..." lol. But i guess you cant blame anyone for that... Who doesnt want the perfect first everything?
So i've decided. i'll dive into anything and everything head first, with as low expectations as a snail expects of not being squished while he crosses a busy highway, as a loser expects from picking up the hottest girl in a bar, as a priest expects of girls hitting on him at all. So what i'm saying is, that sometimes, that the one shot into the cold dark room might actually hit your target... if you're lucky and God happens to be in a playful mood ;)
rockin' at 12:38 AM
Saturday, November 27, 2004
Zack Hexum, Met a girl like you once. i heard this song on jerry's blog... i like it alot. Alot. And i cant seem to find it on kazaa dammit. Alrighty where to begin. My legs hurt, my hamstrings are aching like hell, it hurts to walk, to climb up stairs to move even. My right knee seems to be busted. Shit i had to limp home today... Maybe thats inevitable, given that yesterday was 2 games, one training and today we had the uwc tourny all morning til 2pm. One word: Ouch. Our bodies have been pushed to the limit, the cliff's edge i tell you. i feel like a shanna lolol.
Today our first game was lousy. It was sheit la. Our players were all over the pitch and no one had any idea of what to do. We lost 2-0 to uwc for that game, and before our 2nd game, we had a team talk and went through as many mistakes as possible. It helped aloot and we drew rj 1 all. It was a tough fight both sides had many chances. HUIJIA SCORED! And it wasnt own goal!!! :p:p Good job babe! Our sa game we worked hard and won them! Anyway after that it was much much better. We kept improving after every game. Which made me very happy :) Players were listening to our advice and suggesstion and directions. i believe in our team, that we can improve and do our best for the tourny next year :) :)
Next week is gonna be extremely tiring, but i hope fun as well! My holiday revision is practically non-existant. i'm still stuck at "atoms and molecules" for chem. and i'm dropping phy most likely so its zero progress on that. Math is just in a whole other dimension and i'm struggling with econs. Oh gawd i am so screwed for the A levels this time next year. i need divine power and help~! The only thing that i'm gaining is weight during this hols. Oh and more ugly scars to add to my already fugly legs. Damn hockey.
i wanna get shoes. i saw a pair that i like quite alot. Casual.. Pretty alright price. i think i'll bring my sis shopping again :) Then we'll have a nice lunch at subway and buy shoes and tops and pants and stuff! It'll be wonderful!! *LOVELY*
That day i msged huiee
me: "where is the party"
huiee: "cb... i tot i told u alrdy?"
me: "i forgot... WHERE la??"
huiee: "cb cb CHINABLACK!!! TELL U HOW MANY TIMES!"
me: "HAHAHA I TOT YOU SCOLDING ME"
huiee: "HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHA"
i thought cb was chee bye :(
rockin' at 11:44 PM
Monday, November 22, 2004
*Hyperventilates* *In high pitched, slightly tainted ang-moh accent* omg omg today was sooo much fun~! The fan-ta-bolous hockey chicks, mavooous, junesy, bear bear, wongxi and i went to bugis first to shop shop. As usual, our dear pro skater ninja was and hour and 15 mins late, so me and mavis walked around and caught up with old times hoho. Anyway after we gathered, we headed to bugis village and went through the hot and stuffy maze of shops and shops. Juney bought an entire outfit from a cool shop which was cool, whilst me and mavis took *cameo* pictures of us "having a goood time", laughing and SLAPPING OUR THIGHS! Oh my it was so funny. After that, we acted "cool" and touristy, taking pictures of us wearing sunnies which had the price tags hanging down onto our noses. Which made us look silly, despite our ULTRA COOL poses. Daamn. Ok so after alot of walking and sweating which made our pits totally uncomfortable *does the mavis pose to air our pits*, we decided to head to GOLDEN MILE FOOD COURT. Which is along Beach Road, yeep another underrated, obselete and completely superbly wonderful shopping haunt. There we bought even more stuff! Wx got a pair of cool leather shoes which she took about an hour to think of getting it or not, mavis got the nice nice white striped shirt, i got a couple of stuffs one which includes my new wallet which is a kitty which i think is cute so there :p We then had a nice homely dinner there eating "ahmah" food cos it was all soupy. They all had prawn noodles and i had laksa. OK then after that we headed to town cos mavis wanted to get her leather prima deli logo bag at "TRENDY ZONE" so she now has a trendy bag which makes her trendy. And me, not. :( Then we walked walked alot more until we felt our legs buckling at the wrong times (with not a chair in sight) and while we browsed over countless tops in far east which i didnt know how to appreciate. Until finally we decided that if we didnt go home now, we might never make it without collapsing uncomfortably in front of strangers on the bus home. So thus, we ended our night! And i end my post!
rockin' at 11:53 PM
Hehehhehe i watched the Incredibles with my two sisters today whoopiee it was fun! Really cute show. Without going overboard to being sickeningly cute, so it was good ^-^ After that we grabbed alot of rubbish to pig out at home, while we watched "The Passion of the Jew" which is a south park show. Oh gawd it was so damn fricking hilarious. They made fun of everyything. Jews, Christianity, Mel Gibson, Cartman's mom... And then after that, we watched two other episodes. One was on pastors with their altar boys (hehehehe that was shit funny. It shows the vatican saying that priests and pastors cant stop having sex with little boys because the holy catholic document says that they cant marry or have women, so who else do they go to? and also, the document doesnt say that it is wrong to have sex with little boys.) The last episode was on Christian Rock Bands. Cartman made a $10 bet with Kyle that he could get a platinum record by a christian rock band, compared to other types of bands. So cartman went to get a band, and he did sell 1 million records!!! How, you ask?? He just took normal love-song lyrics and changed the names accordingly. He did this song,
i love you, jesus
you are always with me, jesus
i want to feel you deep inside of me...
LOL. Shit why dont we have south park in singapore. Ok actually i know why.
One joke, cartman bet kyle $20 that since you put food in your mouth and crap comes out from your ass, if you stuff food up your ass, crap should come out from your mouth. Kyle said it was rubbish, and cartman actually DID IT. DAMN SICK LA. Then after that, it became a nation wide phenomenon. Everyone was eating that way because some scientist said it was good for your health, having no logical reasons to back it up. It was damn gross everyone was eating like that even Martha Stewart. HAHAHHA.
Oh gawd south park is corrupting me!
rockin' at 12:46 AM
Saturday, November 20, 2004
i just watched one of the most deepest episodes of Sex and the City ever. Its from the last season, and its the one where Sam finds out that she has breast cancer. The way this show grows... From something so seemgly immature and unimportant, into something so meaningful and with so much impact, its amazing the way they do it. Sam's character matures so much, and she becomes a whole new woman. Also, i just totally love carrie's present boyfriend, Aleksander. He is so suave, charming and oh so romantic its crazy i tell you. He reads her poetry and writes her songs on the piano... Although i too dont buy into this romatic bullshit, i love the way he carries himself. So sincere. Maybe thats why i dont believe in romance, because i doubt its sincerity in our lives today.
Ahh i'm feeling abit mellow right now. The show has put me in a very thinking mood again, about how important friends are especially in dire times... and how such a strong woman like Sam can get pulled down so easily by problems like cancer. Its all very real.
i feel like saying, i miss you. But the implications that those damn words bring make me pull away from actually saying it. i didnt think it would get this complicated. i'm starting to doubt myself and they way that i used to think. Argh... Sigh.
rockin' at 11:53 PM
Friday, November 19, 2004
Where do i start. i cant believe i just watched "How to lose a guy in 10 days" on HBO... Gawd i'm becoming a chick flick obsessor. i dunno i guess its just my mood nowadays. Actually its kinda grossing me out, come to think of it... but i actually enjoyed the movie :p Gawd seriously what the fuck is happening to me!! Ew ew ew. i actually found the movie sweet, romantic and just sugar coated and oh so "AWWW". i shall go hide beneath a rock for a couple of days now. And i just downloaded Gin Blossom's "Follow you Down". Nothing bad about Gin Blossoms, their Breakfast at Tiffiany's is great and Follow you Down is wonderful. But it was the ending song for the movie so i'm still incredibly embarrassed to have it playing right now.
I've been thinking quite a bit for the past few days. Which is NOT GOOD. I'm not a thinker... No, more like, i'm completely not the type that should even begin to think. I'm more of the "force the damn topic outta your head, dont even fanthom, mention it and just continue about your usual day with the same or even more gusto and life." Thats how i've been i admit, for alot of things. The rare times that i've let myself go have lasted for at most a day (i think?) of horrid headaches and bad mooding and just plain urgh, so now i know better than to think and dwell on things. The pain and sickening feeling is just not worth it. i guess you could say i'm running away from certain problems or issues which may have affected me. i dont deny this. i just find it so much more easier and practical, to just let things go. i dont see a point in bisecting and analysing bad experiences or failed relationships because its gone, dead and trying to resurrect it is only going to invite the revolting maggots of urgh and pure pain.
Why do women always look for the lesson? i got this line from Sex and the City. Carrie asks this question, and i wonder too, why. Is there an essential need to? Do you learn some incredible priceless lesson which actually empowers you, and if so, doesnt that make a woman how has had like hundreds of bad, bad relationships not a failure, but instead more of a guru?? No, i dont believe in the need to retrace, dig out and analyse, evaluate every painful bit of the details in a failed relationship. What is the point. If you had wanted to fucking LEARN something, oh gawd, just head to the women's section in Borders. Gawd they have a ton of books on life and love, on the what to do and what nots. Its like a freaking step by step guide to the damned altar in the pages. You've experienced the entire relationship. The wonderful parts, the disgustingly hair pulling parts. Is that not enough? You are already empowered by the sheer concentrated experience. You know how its feels, how its like and no book can tell you that. Thats why i believe in living for experience. But the lessons, ahh... You can arrive at most of them on your own pretty easily. But most of the time i find the silly "life's greatest lessons on love" printed in the pages of "Dear Aunt Agony.." to be just pure plain common fucking sense. All lessons actually are, really. The lesson of poor Timmy's hand being stuck in the cookie jar tells us not to be greedy... My 4 year old niece could have told me that, cross refering it to a less than complicated relationship.
Maybe its just my mentality. The way that i think, that i can actually learn nothing much nor useful in periods like these. i think i know alot. Maybe not everything, but alot i do admit that. i think that i know all this stuff but whether i do or not, is an entirely different subject. Maybe i just need some major life altering experience to shake me awake, to actually force me to go through that dreaded painful process of analysis and evaluation because there is the actual NEED to, but for what reason on earth i cannot fanthom right now.
For now, i'm quite happy forcing myself not to think so much.
Then again, these few days i just cant help but to find myself thinking.
rockin' at 11:04 PM
Wednesday, November 17, 2004
Placebo - My Sweet Prince
Never thought you'd make me perspire.
Never thought I'd do you the same.
Never thought I'd fill with desire.
Never thought I'd feel so ashamed.
Never thought I'd have to retire.
Never thought I'd have to abstain.
Never thought all this could back fire.
Close up the hole in my vein.
Never thought I'd get any higher.
Never thought you'd fuck with my brain.
Never thought all this could expire.
Never thought you'd go break the chain.
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June, go buy the Placebo (One more time, with feeling) album. Its really damn good. Shit i'm in love with them all over again. i feel like buying their older album - Without You i'm Nothing (1998). The one with My Sweet Prince, which i absolutely adore.
The way i feel when i'm listening to placebo... its incredible. Its like a whole new drug to be taken on its own. i feel lightheaded, like i'm having an amazing orgasm and my head spins and i cant seem to think properly... and all that matters is the music, the ghostly haunting tune and his unearthly voice. i get amazingly europhic when i'm soaking in his music. i do things unconsciously. i think things unconsciously. i become a whole new me, its as though i'm released and i'm doing all these crazy things just because they go along with the music and it feels so damn good.
i guess i'm trying to say that i absoultely adore Placebo.
rockin' at 2:22 AM
Sunday, November 14, 2004
Its amazing what you can find in the little corners of Singapore you'd never thought of snooping around. Although sometimes all you find is travelling balls of dust like tumbleweed, now and then you STRIKE IT RICH with a goldmine. i never ever thought that there would be FANTASTIC BUYS at BEACH ROAD. omg. My family and i had lunch there cos my sis is going to OBS next week and she needed usual camping supplies. omgomgomgomgomg i bought 4 shirts there in the span of 15 mins. Each was $10 and they are bloody hell nice. i love them. Oh maan i would have stayed longer but NO. i would have SPENT MORE. And DAMN i saw this #@&$*#&% nice White Stripes tee, but hell its to BIG FOR ME. Its damn nice... its like the cover of White Elephant (is that the name of their cd i cant remember) but yeah they are kinda like drawn on, and its very artistic. Shit. And there was also the VINES SHIRT OMG. But great wonderful i'm just way too small.
Yes. i just realised that i am small. i always thought i was relatively normal. Justin used to tell me that i was very small. But i didnt believe him. Isnt that always the case? Individuals all think that they are the most important person in the world to themselves (which is true. if you arent, you wouldnt be alive.) Why you survive and why you are surviving now is because we all are selfish to a certain extent. We are selfish in wanting to live. Ok anyway yeah you get my drift... So i never saw myself as small, maybe just that the world was relatively alot larger to me than to others. *oh shit i just reread the first 2 lines. i'm not abnormal :(*
Anyway so after that me and my younger sis went to kallang to meet siewee and jiahwa. We were supposed to go to this funfair which i thought would be an exhibition or something. Silly me. Anyway it was DAMN FAR. We walked and SWEATED and BITCHED and everything all the way there. Damn hot la. As hot as siewee's clevage lol. Ok just kidding. Anyway yeaah... we went there and it was bloody crowded la. And stuffy. They should have airconditioned the entire outdoor stadium la. We met up with some of the councillors there... esp JAJA hahaha jiahwa likes him, you know? ;) She was soooo excitied to see him there and was sqealing. Dont believe her even though her first words to him was, "i REALLY DONT LIKE YOU k" HAHAHHA. Damn funny... i swear jiahwa was stalking him. We kept bumping into them. Hint hint.
Anyway we played some rubbish games there and won ERASERS LOL and got balloons ^-^ Then we decided it was TOO hot and gross and sweaty so we headed back to kallang. Damn far walk AGAIN. Halfway back siewee lost her balloon :( Anyway we had Macs, rubbished somemore and went off ^-^ So fun to catch up with them again! Missed you all lots... and missed jiahwa acting angry heehee.
Yay me and siewee arranging something next week ;)
rockin' at 11:17 PM
did i mention that i have a pimple just slightly above my upper left top of my lip? i was so irritated with it the other day i thought of grabbing my eyeliner and colouring it all black so that it looked like a mole. Then i could call myself cindy crawford.
But then huijia laughed at me :(
rockin' at 12:38 AM
Saturday, November 13, 2004
This is the freakiest shit ever. my nick = me. heaven and earth is june.
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haha
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why you come back
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SCARED LA
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eh marble...
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i heard of story about marbles
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wanna hear?
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ok i tell you
my nick says:
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i'm the one and only. in heaven and on earth. says:
...
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stop
my nick says:
marbles and dolls usually associated together with ghosts esp kid ghosts
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my nick says:
cos they play...
my nick says:
then the sound is when they throw
my nick says:
btw ninja turtle
The following message could not be delivered to all recipients:
btw ninja turtle
my nick says:
Russell says:
is it raphael
June went offline...
What happened!
Did raphael get her?
Did she investigate the thud?
Or did the computer turn off by itself.... like how it mysteriously came on itself?
no one knows.
rockin' at 1:55 AM
Friday, November 12, 2004
i got upset with the team today :(
i dont want to talk about it tho... dont feel like it.
Today went out with mah ladies, cow june huiee huijia (but she didnt stay long) and went to catch the Doll Master. Freaking freaky show. Cow was laughing through it tho. She's psycho i swear!
rockin' at 11:52 PM
LOL. Last night was damn fucking hilarious!!! i went to play graffiti with qixian, russell and bunny. Omg they are fucking funny.
qx drew: (in yellow): weiling favourite...
rus guessed: qx
qx: FRUIT la
me: guessed everything irrevelent, then BANANA *CORRECT*!
me: funny... i swear weiling's favourite must be qx
rus: ya... correct.. her favourite is qx's banana
ROFLMAO
bunny drew: (in blue) a berry like thing
rus: cherry cherrues berry berries
bunny got pek cheked: drew over and over and over again the same in BLUE
me: BLUEberry *CORRECT*
rus drew: dwarf... TALL
bunny guesseed: TALL DWARF
me: giant *CORRECT*
tall dwarf. LOLOLOL
LOL. bunny is so cute.
rockin' at 11:38 PM
Thursday, November 11, 2004
My monday and tuesday entries are non-existant. i am creating it now.
On monday, i headed down to the SPCA with huijia to do some CIP... everything was very efficient. i called them up, spoke to a nice lady and she asked us if we were free monday til wednesday. So we were. We did silly stuff... like pasting address labels onto postcards for a couple of hours (thousands of postcards btw) and then headed off to do franking. Which is just simply running letters through this machine which will stamp them with the label and date for the post office. Seems simple? NO. We had to shake the contents of the letter such that there wasnt any material which could cause the stamp to be imcomplete, cos the surface has to be SMOOTH and STRAIGHT without any OBSTACLES (ie, paper etc). OMG. We had to shake and shimmy thousands of letters... the huge packages were easier. But the normal sized ones that me and this nice girl i met there, did on tues was TERRIBLE. It was shaking and shimmying like theres no tomorrow. i swear i got a callous on my index :( i clocked 3 hours on mon, and 5 hours on tues. i did the last 2 hours on tues in solitude. But it was nice, you know? Having your own working space and with no one to disturb you. You could scratch your pits and no one would know. No.
After that i went to play with the animals at the shelter :) It was so WONDEFUL~! Being with them and all... oh my. i went into this huge mongrel's cage, her name was Apple. He was so energetic and lively. Still young, still a pup... but verry big. He started chewing on my left arm and was such a dear. But was abit hard to handle. Then again... anything after kiwi is simple :p i loved the doggies... but i loved the kitties even MORE. The lady whom i spoke to for the job i did was in the kitty cage, and she invited me in. i helped her take some pictures for the spca website... and we started talking. She noticed that i love kitties :D i really do love cats. Alot. So much... i wish i had one!! i kept stroking and scratching this HUGE ginger that had PLOMPED itself by my feet. The cats were all over and were so wonderfully curious and affectionate. We got about to talking about our pets and i asked her about the spca and stuff and it was really nice :) She confirmed with me that i could make my way down whenever they needed help. Which was a definite yes :)
http://www.spca.org.sg/adoption/images/Apple.jpg
Thats Apple :)
That is one small reason why i'm not getting a job right now. i could always take up one at the cake shop... but i decided against it. i would definetely rather spend my time at the spca than go down there to earn money. Also, i dont want to be tied down by the job... i want to relaxxx... i want to shop, i want to spend time with people. i want to restudy econs all over again too :p Ahh... so i'm not getting any major jobs this holiday. Neither am i getting the flier one. My dad is against it... oh well. More time for sex and the city and lazing around i guess!
rockin' at 9:32 PM
I'm verry happy today! ^-^
i just came home from a nice nice shopping trip with my younger sis, and oh my i feel very happy. i FINALLY bought a new pencil case! Its very pretty and i can finally throw away my old ugly one! And hehehe i got a new shirt, long sleeve with stripes. Very soft colour and pretty yay. Got some earrings and hairbands too.
My sis on the other hand, got this cool long sleeved white shirt from Osmose. Of course its i ask her to look see inside one :p She also got shoes! Converse. Like over half price from 60$. Cool la.
Ok anyway i got something i'm itching to say. While we were walking along CityLink, walk walk walk... We walked past this cafe thingy where the people can sit outside in huge comfy seats sipping their ever so expensive coffee. Then i noticed someone seated there staring. So i looked, and oh my oh my it was an ang moh with a gorgeous nose. The kind i like. Omg... i did the 'take a quick glance, look away laugh joke... then look again' thing. And yep he was still making eye contact. i just wanted to go over there and ask him nicely, "can i lick your nose" but no. i controlled myself. He's not exactly cute or hot. About 30 something which is a nice age anyway. Not american, more of european heritage. Hot nose. Thats all i have to say.
Lesse... anything interesting so far. Hmm not really i guess. i think things will pick up after the As. They'd better anyway. Hahaha i'm just kidding i'm so bored i could eat my flesh. Huiee! Yarn! We need to chiong :(
rockin' at 9:02 PM
Monday, November 08, 2004
i love to think that i have nothing to do. Nothing at all. Its such a nice, nice feeling to have no pressure on your back and to be able to do whatever rubbish you want :) I'm gonna miss the holidays i tell you...
Anyway i'm reaaally happy! My elder sis came back from some indonesian isl... and she brought back season 1 - 4 of Sex and the City!! I was so fricking happy last night that i sat down to watch the first 3 episodes. Mr Big started from esp 1... Wow i didnt know that. i like Mr Big. i think Carrie and Big look really nice together... Not Aden tho. He's abit large for her. He looks like the Hulk next to her. Anyway i just like Mr Big. He brings out the extremes of Carrie, he can make her so wonderfully happy when she's in love with him, and so irritatingly upset and angry and frustrated when he just cannot seem to commit over and over and over again. The last episode i saw of Aden was too perfect. Aden is too perfect. You need some friction in the relationship. Some kind of ugh so that things turn out to be aww in the end. i think relationships need to be worked at constantly... Its that kind of job that you feel happy when you're working. Ok maybe not all the time. But to me, theres no such thing as the perfect relationship. So if you start not working at it, something's gonna go wrong.
Kinda like your life.
You need to work at what you want in your life all the time. The moment you give up, you slip behind. The moment you relax and think, ahh i'm happy this way... You mess up. You lack the drive to live. Kinda like how i am right now. So utterly relaxed and with completely nothing to do (well okay maybe except to restudy the entire subject of econs for next year... sob) Yeah but oh well. i actually dont find the re-studying of econs boring or hair-pulling (well yes maybe hair-pulling when i cannot seem to GET their damned concepts)... That aside, yeah. I'm kinda happy to be doing this. Because i know that this is what i want. And i'm working towards it. So that makes me happy. :) Actually i realise that i do have a drive now heh.
Enjoying what i'm doing right now is making me so damn happy and slappy. i have no other adj to use so excuuuse my random usage of words. Hockey, friends, sex and the city, my interests... This is all on my list of things to do right now... And that makes me utterly pleased.
rockin' at 10:44 AM
Tuesday, November 02, 2004
I'm damn tired right now... just played some rubbish hockey game with weiling and qixian and their classmates (BUNNY HAHAHHA)... Damn funny la. Laugh until stomach damn pain then play until cannot run already.. Suuper tiring! Laughing at racist jokes and running after a hockey ball can give you a damn good work out. Ok eg: Russell is a chindian. So ball goes out of play into a patch of grass. He goes to pick it.
Someone i cant remember: "Eh russell... since you're there right, since the grass looks abit long you go cut la"
qx: "Eh its getting dark... Better hurry. Russell is getting STRONGER"
HAHAHHA. Ok but he loves them la.
Anyway after that huiee and i rushed off to lips to meet our darhhhlings~! So long never rubbish with you all... hmph. OK so mavis came late, and we laughed like hell again (my stomach confirm cannot take anymore of it) and i had to go at 10 :(
Anyway i think i learning the art of pawing from jiahwa quite well. Just now on the bus, yarn only had 40 cents for the bus fare. Which is 15 cents short. Then i was like... "huuhh howw" and stuff, and we ALMOST paid a dollar coin, but the uncle saw us in such a sorry state, he said just pay what you have. Then i started pawing him, say "whoa uncle so sweet!!" then "uncle wo men qing ni he shui ba... ming tien. yi yang shi jian!!" then yarn was very digusted with me... hahahhaha. Then uncle gave her a peanut =p Dunno why also. But then i just laugh laugh then uncle dunno mumble what in chinese (obviously i dont understand) and i just laughed. So yay. i owe jiahwa =p She taught me a valuable AND useful lesson :)
rockin' at 11:40 PM
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