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Thursday, February 10, 2005
"We once walked out on the beach and once I almost touched your hand"
-JEW, If you don't don't
i love Jimmy Eat World.
They throw me in such a fuzzy mood... Today was a very lazy day. i didnt do much.. Woke up at 1pm, had a great lunch (homemade prawn and scallop and abalone noodles, made with tender loving care by mommy), then helped out abit with chores in the house, then watched tv for the rest of the day. i miss doing nothing! But i guess i need to do something at least, tomorrow.
Sometimes, its the small things that make you smile. The nudge of your dog's cold, wet nose in the morning to greet you, the hug in the morning of your mom, bread prepared by your sis before school, a warm invitation to someone's home for chinese new year. These things just make life so much more meaningful, and makes living so much more easier. Every day is special. Every person in your life is important. The need to treasure them is inconceivably great, yet the time granted is impossibly little.
i just wish there was an easy way to let someone know, i treasure you.
"You know I miss you. Don't you know that I miss you?
I would write to you from a museum mile, toast to you: your whisper, your smile."
rockin' at 1:11 AM
Tuesday, February 08, 2005
Happy New Year! Its officially MY year now. The year of the Chichen... HAHAHHAHA. Today's dinner was ohh... Felt kinda ho hum. No mummy :( So that meant no great food, no lovely homely feel, no one bugging us around the house. Ok actually my dad did manage to look after that area for her.
Today i helped cleaned the house! Oh man... it was so damn tiring. i seriously dont think i can juggle both housekeeping and work, in future. At least not with a house. Apartment or small flat, maybe. But anyway... i cleaned out my room too. Mopped it (OMG THE SIZE OF THE DUSTBALLS) and threw away old notes (OMG O LEVEL STUFF). i needed 3 thrash bags. Helloooo space. But i'm still not done cleaning out... i couldnt finish it today. Bah... at least my floor is squeaky clean ^-^ Oh and so is Hallo's bowl. i scrubbed out the algae today...
Did i mention? I'm Hallo's foster mummy while june's away in australia for a week! Hallo's a fighting fish. He is extremely pretty and very quai and smart. And super greedy also. Eats like theres no tomorrow and asks for more. But he brings me joy ^-^ i enjoy watching him swim or just flare out his fins... its all very pretty. He's doing well, adjusting to my waking up early every morning for sch, giving him an early breakfast!
Hmm... Today i shouldnt have gone to school. Go dont go also no difference i tell you. i came school late cos i was bumming around at home... didnt feel like rushing myself, so i didnt. i knew i'd be late anyway. Wore the class jersey, which was a kugu HUGE size. Which made it hard for me to match it with anything nice at all, so i just wore a school skirt. Kugu la. After that went out with cow bear huiee and peishan. Went for lunch at bukit panjang. The place is so damn far la. Ok fine i havent been to bukit panjang PLAZA before, i mean yeah it does sound cool and funkkky... but its too damn far. Anyway felt like a fish (nemo) out of water there. Weird. But still we had fun with sunflowers hahahahha.
Anywaay... i got locked out of my house today :(:( Damn pathetic.. cos i was SUPER hot and feeling SUPER kugu and SUPER irritated. And thirsty. So after checking with my sis, i decided to get a drink at esso. Then i decided to do my shopping at great world. Bought my necessities (ie PADS) and some nice lip gloss and stuff. Hehe i love personal care shopping. Makes me happy. Anyway after i got home, i ended up working out. Shouldnt complain... i think it makes me more responsible. And it makes me see certain things differently too. Like how much more i respect people who are able to look after themselves without being dependent on others. Like how i would find guys who wash their own dishes so much more sexier now.
i think i'm attending mass tomorrow morning. i think i'm making a positive change on my life. i have this sudden influence on me to behave, be a good daughter, catholic, hockey captain, friend and lover.
Ok maybe not the lover part. Valentine's day is OH SO OVERRATED (i'm only saying that cos i dont have a date and i wont get anything special this year... which is basically a repeat of the past 17 valentine's days of my life) Hoho... like june said, she'd date me if i dont have anyone. i think i'd better call her up soon. I'm so unglam in school. And i love it hahaha.
rockin' at 10:41 PM
Monday, February 07, 2005
Yesterday, i had lunch with mavis, shanna and june at Food Haven. It was so kugu. We sat there after we ate and starting killing flies using a packet of tomato ketchup. IT WAS SO DAMN KUGU. We took turns swinging the damn packet around at the glass windows, aiming at all the flies that were within our area. It was quite easy to whack them, cos they were obsessed with corners or were looking outside the glass window, and all we had to do was aim and fling.
FACES OF DEATH - THE FLY
- My first attempt was insane. The one hit whacker-upper-sider-downer. The fly literally landed on his back, with all his legs up in the air, as if in some tribute to the god of the airconditioning system in the enclosed hellhole which his short life played out.
- The Shanna-fied flies... They were the unlucky ones who got comatosed by a medium-to-light fling of the tomato ketchup packet, and were violently flung to the cold, hard ground. As they lay there trying to recover their pathetic miniscule millioneth-of-a-pea-sized brain, shanna would deftly toss over her monsterous left footed sandal over the weakened fly, and admist our devilish laughter, his insides would overlap with his outsides. Squashed.
- One Hit Kills. June's first attempt was by no means amateurish. Although the target fly was small and still an adolescent, june was determined to let him die a virgin. With one expert swing of the ketchup, the barely-legal-to-drink fly was a goner. He would never experience his first fly orgasm. (assuming he never masturbated. Which is highly impossible, if you were to cross refer to human statistics)
- Mavis' final hit of the day was a SMASHING success. *Chuckes* Hur hur... Her aim was absoultely amazing. She managed to hit just only the bottom half of the fly, so his head was perfect, the kind which can greet you at your front door step, but his ass was so badly gone, you'd think it came out from the meat mincer. With his face nicely smiling at you, and his other half as flat as my chest (okay maybe not. i got grow abit k HAH), we again erupted into a peal of evil, uncontrollable laughter. We were possessed, i tell you! The devil made us do it! The devil made us do it! (That and the fact that we all hate flies)
rockin' at 10:41 PM
Sunday, February 06, 2005
Sigh. Where to begin :(
Everyone says that today's game was good and so on. But i dont feel satisfied right now, because of mainly two things... 1, i honestly felt that i could have played harder. i let my injured hamstring affect my game, i let the pad stuck up my ass irritate and bother me. i could have ignored all of those distractions and play harder. But i didnt... they just affected me. 2, we really really, could have won. And i wanted to win so damn badly too.
Argh... this is so frustrating. Alright, i didnt let the team down. i didnt let mr nordin down (VERY IMPT), but i did let myself down. Huijia mavis and i were saying in the bus on our way home... Like, why? Why havent we proceeded to the semis for u21 for the past few years? i cant understand why not... i mean, we're a great team. We work hard... we have the passion. But its just not working right now.
Sigh. i want it to work... Maybe not this year for this tourny, but next year. Or the 6 a-sides? We'll MAKE it work.
Work hard.
rockin' at 5:53 PM
Thursday, February 03, 2005
I LOVE HOCKEY. I LOVE CRESCENT. HOCKEY IS NUMBER ONE.
i will never forget that line. Hockey is number one. Everything else comes after that. Isnt that so true. We have been taught well, we have been set lose into the world with our knowledge of the importance of love for the game, and we are going to teach it to everyone we can. No, its not a cult. Its the spreading of love.
Shanna i love you ^-^ Thank you... Hehe i'm getting super high now. I'm super psyched for this sunday's game, against police. i so wanna play hard, play strong, play well, play with passion. Because i love the game, and i love the team. i cannot imagine not having you guys... impossible to fanthom. Such a huge part of me is from you, its moulded from everything that we've been through. No words can describe the things we've been through... Sweat, blood, tears, insane laughter and random silliness... Without all these experiences, we wouldnt be the people we are today. i wouldnt be me. i wouldnt see the world so differently, i wouldnt see champions in such a different light, i wouldnt see the passion of a game in such an intense way as i do now, i wouldnt see the love of a team for each member, i wouldnt understand the sheer amount of effort in all aspects of mind, body and soul it takes to achieve what WE have achieved. Its all unimaginable, what we have acomplished. Never forget it.
i only wished it didnt end so soon. But then again, theres always the game this sunday... *huge grin*
Play hard, play with passion, play with commitment, play with love, play for crescent.
rockin' at 11:12 PM
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