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Monday, December 26, 2005
OMG I'M SO EMBARRASSED. i find that i have a HUGE tendency to embarrass myself in front of other people these few recent days. i just stupidly called the internet connection hotline thinking that something horrible happened to my internet connection cos it was non-existent for the past couple of days. Then the really nice guy asked me to check the connection and all, and GUESS FUCKING WHAT. THE FUCKING WIRE WAS LOOSE AND ALL I HAD TO DO WAS TO PLUCK IT BACK IN omg i'm such an idiot i cant believe it. i was super embarrassed, apologised to the guy and just kept laughing to myself. Honestly, i should win an award or something.
And i also realised that i'm super super bad at computer thingys. Like he asked me if my modem was directly connected to the computer, and all i could say was "whats a modem?" And he asked me if the wire was land or something else, and i was like "erm my wire is a smooth long uhh wire. Yeah." Felt so bad for him, and felt so utterly retarded. I'm just glad no one was with me to seriously all-out laugh in my face. Cos i'd just bury myself :(
rockin' at 10:49 PM
JSNFKEDNGE
Sunday, December 25, 2005
HE JUST MADE MY DAY!!!!!!! :) :) :)
rockin' at 12:46 AM
Merry Christmas!
Saturday, December 24, 2005
Today is christmas eve, and here i am sitting all clean and snuggled on my chair, after a very VERY filling christmas dinner (that i swear was meant for 15 hungry grown men), followed by present opening and a nice Christmas Mass right after that.
This year was one of my better christmasses! My mom went ALL OUT to cook, i'll list what we had.. : Homemade Button Mushroom Soup, Shepard's Pie, Roast Chicken with chestnut stuffing, Roast Lamb with Rosemary and Time, Salad, grilled ausaged wrapped in bacon, and LAGSANA. Seriously, it was pretty overboard. But i'm not complaining, my mom literally took the entire day to cook, and this does mean that i'm gonna have really good leftovers for the next week at least.
This afternoon, following up on huiyan's idea of all of us giving something to the wonderful people at FrontRow (where i work), i RUSHED down to chinatown with a banana cake from Awfully Chocolate in tow. Quite unglam, stomping down the chinese streets with a huge box in hand. Anyhow, it was really great that everyone loved the cake, Ann especially :) "Banana! My favourite!!" So cute. And Justin's cousin was super cute lah, kept saying how i looked like a "little french girl" cos of the hat i was wearing to cover up my unstyled hair (cos i was lazy ok), and thereafter bursting into giggles. REALLY CUTE. I'm in love, lah.
Anyway merry christmas to everyone! And all your loved ones! May the christmas spirit be with you, joy peace and happiness :)
rockin' at 11:09 PM
Do what you want
Listening to Goodbye my Lover by James Blunt
My resolution for next year is to do what you want. It started out as just a silly line from JEW's new EP album (thanks to yarn), but after thinking, and after a conversation with a particular wool-lie friend, it really makes sense.
Who else to know better about yourself, your own needs, your own wants and aspirations.. Than yourself?
Do what you want. But do put some thought into it, please. And you just might find yourself living a life that you have always wanted.
rockin' at 1:27 AM
guestbook
Tuesday, December 20, 2005
Listening to A Perfect Sonnet by Bright Eyes
i deleted all of my guestbook entries because there was TOO MUCH SPAM!!! (FREE PORN, CLICK HERE TO ENLARGE YOUR PENIS, COME TO MY SITE YOU WILL GET $100!!) So fill it up with good spam now, dear friends :)
Ps:
i love you sivam and i miss you!!!!
Love, infets.
rockin' at 2:40 AM
I Want None Of This
Radiohead has a new single!
Its titled, I Want None Of This, its their usual fucking haunted sounds.. I'm in love with it. Apparently its on the Warchild charity album. Information thanks to a lovely forum member.
Download it! Or ask me if you see me online, i'll send it to you.
rockin' at 2:14 AM
Kick me!
Listening to Sitting, Waiting, Wishing by Jack Johnson
POP QUIZ!!!!!!!! **** How to best get rid of the smell of cigarette off your fingers?
Ans: Eat durian
rockin' at 1:25 AM
a wooden cane for me
Listening to A Favour House Atlantic by Coheed And Cambria
i think i'm just fated to be incredibly lonesome. Somehow i seem to have this aversion for human company, like i'll be perfectly fine if you leave me alone and if i dont get contacted for an entire day i dont even realise it. Dont get me wrong, i love hanging out with people i love. But its just that if i dont make efforts, i'm afraid i'll just be left alone to decompose from over-radiation from the internet, or accidently sufforcate myself whilst i sleep for 15 hours straight. Its not the lonely-depressed-girl-who-silently-suffers-ie-i-cut-myself syndrome. I'm just happy even if i'm lonely. Which i have just realised, which silently scares me. i dont want to mature into one of those nasty old ladies with the wooden cane used to prod dead things, smack kids and knock things over with lots and lots of cats as family.
i think what has happened is that i have learnt not to be dependent on people for my own feelings, such that i can feel perfectly happy by myself. It scares me because it seems pretty cold and non-emotional, non-interactive. I'm just wishing, hoping, praying that one day soon i will find someone that i can completely rely on emotionally, and not be disappointed. Because if i do get disappointed, it'll just shut me off even further, which has obviously happened a couple of times before already. i think my plan kinda backfired. My whole idea of being happy with myself is in gaining independence, so that i wont be afraid of loneliness and all that jazz. But my incredible adeptness (forgive my self praise) has turned around and bitten me on my ass. Fucking backstabber. Such that now i'm afraid of not ever being able to feel the need of being emotionally needy.
But whatever it is, i'm just fucking glad that i have fucking awesome friends whom i love deeply, and who are incredible company.
rockin' at 12:30 AM
This is cute
Siewee you look more upset than intimidating haha. But i love you all the same!
rockin' at 12:20 AM
Oh-luat the oyster guy
Saturday, December 03, 2005
Okay my blog shall finally be revived after a fucking long time of hibernation. The web add is still undecided, i havent had the time to think of a good one.
The other night, outside china black, during one of huijia's random drunkard ramblings, she said something like this:
"I'm very hungry. i want to eat ALOT. i want to eat chicken rice, oh-luat etc etc (she named so many i cant remember)"
Then huiee said, "You cant finish all that lah"
Then huijia said, "YES I CAN. i want oh-luat! YOU KNOW WHATS OH-LUAT OR NOT STUPID! Oh-luat, the oyster guy lah!"
HAHAH that was so nonsensical. So much so that i'm thinking of using it as my web add... ohluat-the-oyster-guy.blogspot.com
You think its taken?
rockin' at 2:13 AM
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